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ch1 : The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 4

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'And in no-mind you will know the ultimate truth, DHAMMA.
And moving from mind to no-mind is the step, PADA. 
And this is the whole secret of THE DHAMMAPADA.'
 
 
 
ch1 : The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 4
 
chapter 1
Better than a hundred years
 
22 August 1979 am in Buddha Hall
 
 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF MISCHIEF 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN CONTEMPLATION.
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF IGNORANCE 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN REFLECTION.
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF IDLENESS 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN DETERMINATION.
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE DAY WONDERING 
HOW ALL THINGS ARISE AND PASS AWAY.
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE HOUR SEEING 
THE ONE LIFE BEYOND THE WAY.
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE MOMENT IN THE MOMENT 
OF THE WAY BEYOND THE WAY.
 
 
 
Gautama the Buddha has raised the most important question for all those who are capable of inquiring 
into truth, 
into life, 
into existence. 
 
The most important question of all questions is: 
 
What is true happiness? 
 
And is there a possibility to achieve it? 
 
Is true happiness possible at all, 
or is all momentary? 
 
Is life only a dream, 
or is there something substantial in it too? 
 
Does life begin with birth and end with death, 
or is there something that transcends birth and death? 
 
Because without the eternal there is no possibility of true happiness. 
 
With the momentary, happiness will remain fleeting: 
one moment it is here, 
the other moment gone, 
and you are left in great despair and darkness.
 
That's how it is in ordinary life, 
in the life of the unawakened. 
 
 
 
There are moments of bliss 
and there are moments of misery; 
 
it is all mixed, hodge-podge. 
 
You cannot keep those moments of happiness that come to you. 
 
They come on their own 
and they disappear on their own; 
you are not the master. 
 
And you cannot avoid the moments of misery; 
they too have their own persistence. 
 
They come on their own 
and they go on their own; 
you are simply a victim. 
 
And between these two 
-- happiness and unhappiness -- 
you are torn apart. 
 
You are never left in ease.
 
This being torn apart into all kinds of dualities.... 
 
 
 
The duality of happiness and unhappiness is 
the most fundamental and the most symptomatic, 
 
but there are a thousand and one dualities: 
 
the duality of love and hate, 
the duality of life and death, 
day and night, 
summer and winter, 
youth and old age, 
and so on, so forth. 
 
 
 
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But the fundamental duality, 
the duality that represents all other dualities, 
is that of happiness and unhappiness. 
 
And you are torn apart, 
pulled into different, 
polar opposite directions. 
 
You cannot be at ease: 
you are in a dis-ease.
 
According to the buddhas man is a dis-ease. 
 
Is this dis-ease absolute 
-- or can it be transcended?
 
Hence the basic and the most fundamental question is: 
 
What is true happiness? 
 
 
 
Certainly the happiness that we know is not true; 
it is dream stuff 
and it always turns into its own opposite. 
 
What looks like happiness one moment turns into unhappiness the next.
 
Happiness turning into unhappiness simply shows that the two are not separate 
-- maybe two aspects of the same coin. 
 
And if you have one side of the coin, 
the other is always there hidden behind it, 
waiting for its opportunity to assert 
-- and you know it. 
 
When you are happy, 
deep down somewhere is the lurking fear that it is not going to last, 
that sooner or later it will be gone, 
that the night is descending, 
that any moment you will be engulfed into darkness, 
that this light is just imaginary 
-- it can't help you, 
it can't take you to the other shore.
 
 
 
Your happiness is not really happiness 
but only a hidden unhappiness. 
 
Your love is not love 
but only a mask for your hate. 
 
Your compassion is nothing but your anger 
-- cultivated, 
sophisticated, 
educated, 
cultured, 
civilized, 
but your compassion is nothing else than anger. 
 
Your sensitivity is not real sensitivity 
but only a mental exercise, a certain attitude and approach practiced.
 
 
 
Remember: 
the whole humanity is being brought up with the idea 
that virtue can be practiced, 
that goodness can be practiced, 
that one can learn how to be happy, 
that one can manage to be happy, 
that it is within your power to create a certain character which brings happiness. 
 
And that is all wrong, utterly wrong.
 
 
 
The first thing to be understood about happiness is that 
it cannot be practiced. 
 
It has only to be allowed, 
because it is not something that you create. 
 
Whatsoever YOU create is going to remain something smaller than you, tinier than you. 
 
What YOU create cannot be bigger than you. 
 
The painting cannot be bigger than the painter himself 
and the poetry cannot be bigger than the poet. 
Your song is bound to be something smaller than you.
 
If you practice happiness you will be always there at the back, 
with all your stupidities, 
with all your ego trips, 
with all your ignorance, 
with all your chaos of the mind. 
 
With this chaotic mind 
you cannot create a cosmos, 
you cannot create grace. 
 
 
 
Grace always descends from the beyond; 
it has to be received as a gift in tremendous trust, in total surrender. 
 
In a state of let-go true happiness happens.
 
 
 
But we have been told to achieve, to be ambitious. 
 
Our whole mind has been cultivated to be that of an achiever. 
 
The whole education, culture, religion, 
they all depend on this basic idea that man has to be ambitious; 
only the ambitious man will be able to attain fulfillment. 
 
It has never happened, 
it will never happen, 
but so deep is the ignorance that we go on believing in this nonsense.
 
No ambitious person has ever been happy; 
in fact, the ambitious person is the unhappiest in the world. 
 
But we go on training children to be ambitious: 
 
"Be the first, 
be at the top, 
and you will be happy!" 
 
And have you ever seen anybody at the top AND happy together? 
 
 
 
Was Alexander happy when he became a world conqueror? 
 
He was one of the unhappiest men who has ever lived on the earth. 
 
Seeing the blissfulness of Diogenes he became jealous. 
 
Becoming jealous of a beggar...?
 
Diogenes was a beggar; 
he had nothing, not even a begging bowl. 
 
At least Buddha had a begging bowl with him and three robes. 
 
Diogenes was naked and with no begging bowl. 
 
In the beginning he used to carry a begging bowl; 
he must have got the idea from the East. 
 
He's exactly a man like Buddha, Mahavira 
-- more like Mahavira. 
 
Mahavira also lived naked with no begging bowl; 
his hands were his begging bowl.
 
 
 
Diogenes was going to the river one day with his begging bowl. 
 
He was thirsty, it was hot, and he wanted to drink water. 
 
And then on the way, just when he was on the bank, 
a dog passed him by, 
running, panting, jumped into the river, 
had a good bath, 
drank to his heart's content. 
 
The idea arose in Diogenes' mind: 
 
"This dog is freer than me 
-- he does not have to carry a begging bowl.
 
And if he can manage, 
why can't I manage without a begging bowl? 
 
This is my only possession, 
and I have to keep an eye on it 
because it can be stolen. 
 
Even in the night once or twice I have to feel whether it is still there or gone."
 
He threw the begging bowl into the river, 
bowed down to the dog, 
thanked him for the great message that he had brought for him from God.
 
 
 
This man, who had nothing, created jealousy in Alexander's mind. 
 
How miserable he must have been! 
 
He confessed to Diogenes that, 
 
"If ever again God is giving me birth, I will ask him, 
'This time, please don't make me Alexander 
-- make me Diogenes.'" 
 
Diogenes laughed uproariously, 
and he called the dog 
-- because they had become friends by now, 
they had started living together -- 
he called the dog and he said, 
 
"Look, listen, what nonsense he is talking about! 
NEXT life he wants to be Diogenes! 
 
Why next life? 
Why postpone? 
Who knows about the next life? 
 
Even the next day is uncertain, 
the next moment is not certain 
-- what to say about the next life! 
 
If you really want to be a Diogenes, 
you can be right this moment, herenow. 
 
Throw your clothes into the river! 
 
Forget all about conquering the world! 
That is sheer stupidity and you know it.
 
"And you have confessed that you are miserable, 
and you have confessed that Diogenes is in a far better, more blissful state. 
So why not be a Diogenes right now? 
Lie down on the bank of the river where I am taking my sunbath! 
This bank is big enough for both of us."
 
Alexander could not accept the invitation, of course. He said, 
 
"Thank you for your invitation. 
Right now I cannot do it, but next life...."
 
Diogenes asked him, 
 
"Where are you going? 
And what will you do even if you have conquered the world?"
 
Alexander said, 
 
"Then I will rest."
 
Diogenes said, 
 
"This seems to be absolutely absurd 
-- because I am resting right now!"
 
If Alexander is not happy, 
if Adolf Hitler is not happy, 
if Rockefellers and Carnegies are not happy, 
the people who have all the money of the world, if they are not happy, 
the people who have all the power in the world, if they are not happy....
 
 
 
Have you watched Jimmy Carter's photographs? 
 
All the smile has disappeared now; 
now those teeth are not showing. 
 
He had really a beautiful smile, 
but where has it all gone? 
 
He must have been far happier than he is now. 
 
Every day his face is becoming more and more sad; 
more and more anxiety, anguish, is being shown.
 
Just this morning I looked in the latest TIME. 
His face seems to have become too old just within these two years, as if he has aged twenty years. 
He must be suffering from nightmares. 
 
Where are all those hopes that he will be happy when he becomes the president?
 
 
 
Just watch people who have succeeded in the world and you will drop the idea of success. 
 
Nothing fails like success. 
 
Although you have been told that nothing succeeds like success, 
I say to you that nothing fails like success. 
 
Happiness has nothing to do with success, 
happiness has nothing to do with ambition, 
happiness has nothing to do with money, power, prestige. 
 
It is a totally different dimension.
 
 
Happiness has something to do with your consciousness, 
not with your character. 
 
Let me remind you. 
 
Character is again cultivation. 
 
You can become a saint and still you will not be happy, 
if your sainthood is nothing but a practiced sainthood. 
 
And that's how people become saints, Catholics, Jainas, Hindus. 
 
How do they become saints? 
 
They practice inch by inch, in detail, 
when to get up, 
what to eat, 
what not to eat, 
when to go to bed....
 
These people even come here sometimes 
and ask me why I don't give a certain discipline to my sannyasins. 
 
I give them consciousness, not character.
 
I don't believe in character at all. 
 
My trust is in consciousness. 
 
 
 
If a person becomes more conscious, 
naturally his character is transformed. 
 
But that transformation is totally different: 
it is not managed by the mind 
-- it is natural, 
it is spontaneous. 
 
And whenever your character is natural and spontaneous it has a beauty of its own; 
 
otherwise you can go on changing... 
you can drop your anger, 
but where will you drop it? 
 
You will have to drop it within your own unconscious. 
 
You can change one side of your life, 
but whatsoever you throw in will start expressing itself from some other corner. 
 
It is bound to be so. 
 
You can block a stream with a rock; 
it will start flowing from somewhere else 
-- you cannot destroy it. 
 
Anger is there because you are unconscious, 
greed is there because you are unconscious, 
possessiveness and jealousy are there because you are unconscious.
 
 
 
So I am not interested in changing your anger; 
that will be like pruning leaves of a tree and hoping that the tree will disappear one day. 
 
It is not going to be so; 
 
on the contrary, 
the more you prune the tree the thicker will be the foliage.
 
Hence your so-called saints are the unholiest persons in the world, pretenders, pseudo. 
 
Yes, if you look from the outside they look very holy 
-- too much holy, saccharin, too sweet, sickeningly sweet, nauseating. 
 
You can only go and pay your respect to them and escape. 
 
You can't live with your saints even for twenty-four hours 
-- they will bore you to death! 
 
The closer you are to them, 
the more puzzled, perplexed, confused you will be, 
because you will start seeing that from one side they have forced anger: 
it has entered into another side of their life.
 
Ordinary people are angry once in a while, 
and their anger is very fleeting, very momentary. 
 
Then again they are laughing, again they are friendly; 
they don't carry wounds too long. 
 
But your so-called saints, 
their anger becomes almost a permanent affair; 
they are simply angry, not at anything in particular. 
 
They have repressed anger so much that now they are simply angry, in a state of rage. 
 
Their eyes will show, 
their noses will show, 
their faces will show, 
their very way of life will show....
 
 
 
Lu Ting ate at a Greek restaurant because Papadopoulos, the owner, made really good fried rice. 
 
Each evening he would come in he would order "flied lice."
 
This always caused Papadopoulos to fall down with laughter. 
 
Sometimes he would have two or three friends standing nearby just to hear Lu Ting order his "flied lice." 
 
Eventually the Chinese's pride was so hurt that he took a special diction lesson just to be able to say "fried rice" correctly.
 
The next time he went to the restaurant he said very plainly, 
 
"Fried rice, please." 
 
Unable to believe his ears, Papadopoulos asked,
 
"What did you say?"
 
Lu Ting shouted, 
 
"You heard what I said, you fluckin' Gleek!"
 
 
 
It won't make much difference -- 
from "flied lice" 
now it is "fluckin' Gleek"! 
 
You close one door, 
another immediately opens. 
 
This is not the way of transformation.
 
To change your character is easy; 
the real work consists in changing your consciousness, in becoming conscious 
-- more conscious, 
more intensely and passionately conscious. 
 
 
 
When you are conscious 
it is impossible to be angry, 
it is impossible to be greedy, 
it is impossible to be jealous, 
it is impossible to be ambitious. 
 
And when all 
anger, 
greed, 
ambition, 
jealousy, 
possessiveness, 
lust, 
disappear, the energy involved in them is released. 
 
That energy becomes your bliss. 
 
Now it is not coming from outside; 
now it is happening inside your being, 
in your innermost recesses of being.
 
And when this energy is available you become a receptive field, 
you become a magnetic field. 
 
You attract the beyond 
-- you can call it "God." 
 
Buddha never calls it "God," 
he calls it "the beyond"; 
 
that is his name for God. 
 
 
 
When you become a magnetic field, 
when all the energy that is unnecessarily being wasted by you in your unconsciousness gathers, pools inside you, 
when you become a lake of energy, 
you start attracting the stars, 
you start attracting the beyond, 
you start attracting God himself.
 
And the meeting of your consciousness with the beyond is the point of bliss, true happiness. 
 
It knows nothing of unhappiness, 
it is pure happiness. 
 
It knows nothing of death, 
it is pure life. 
 
It knows nothing of darkness, 
it is pure light, 
 
and to know it is the goal. 
 
 
 
Gautama the Buddha went in search of this 
and one day, after six years' struggle, 
he attained to it.
 
You can also attain to it, 
but let me remind you: 
 
by saying that you can attain to it I am not creating a desire to attain it.
 
I am simply stating a fact: 
that if you become a pool of immense energy, 
undistracted by any worldly thing, 
it happens. 
 
It is more a happening than a doing. 
 
And it is better to call it bliss than happiness, 
because happiness gives you the feeling as if it is something similar to that which you know as happiness. 
 
What you know as happiness is nothing but a relative state.
 
 
 
Benson went to Krantz's clothing store to buy himself a suit. 
He found just the style he wanted, 
so he took the jacket off the hanger and tried it on.
Krantz came up to him. 
 
"Yes, sir. It looks wonderful on you."
 
"It may look wonderful," 
said Benson, 
"but it fits terrible. The shoulders pinch."
 
"Put on the pants," 
said Krantz. 
 
"They are so tight, you will forget all about the shoulders!"
 
 
 
One day I saw Mulla Nasruddin walking on the road in great despair, almost ready to burst out crying.
I asked him,
 
"What is the matter? 
Why are you so miserable?"
 
He said, 
 
"My shoes are very small 
-- I need two sizes bigger -- 
and they hurt like hell."
 
I said, 
 
"Nasruddin, then why don't you change them?"
 
He said, 
 
"That I cannot do."
 
I asked him, 
 
"Why can't you? You have the money."
 
He said, 
 
"I have the money, 
but there is much more involved in it. 
The whole day I suffer from these shoes, 
and when in the evening I go home, 
I throw these shoes away and I fall on my bed... 
it is such a relief, as if one has come to paradise! 
 
And that is the only joy in my life! 
I cannot change these shoes 
-- in twenty-four hours that is the only moment of joy. 
 
If I change these shoes, 
that moment will also disappear. 
Then there is nothing left."
 
 
 
What you call happiness is just a question of relativity. 
 
What buddhas call happiness is something absolute.
 
 
 
An Englishman, a Frenchman, and a Russian were trying to define true happiness. 
 
"True happiness," 
said the Englishman, 
"is when you return home tired after work 
and find a gin and tonic waiting for you."
 
"You English have no romance," 
countered the Frenchman. 
"True happiness is when you go on a business trip, 
find a pretty girl who entertains you, 
and then you part without regrets."
 
"You are both wrong," 
concluded the Russian. 
"Real true happiness is when you are home in bed at four o'clock in the morning 
and there is a hammering at the front door 
and there stand members of the secret police who say to you, 
'Igor Zhvkovski, you are under arrest,' 
and you are able to reply, 
'Sorry, Igor Zhvkovski lives next door!'"
 
 
 
Your happiness is a relative phenomenon. 
 
What Buddha calls happiness is something absolute, unrelated to anybody else. 
 
It is not in comparison with somebody else; 
it is simply yours, it is inner. 
 
And it is a happening: 
the beyond descending in you, 
the ocean falling into the dewdrop. 
 
And when the ocean falls in the dewdrop, 
the dewdrop disappears, 
its boundaries disappear. 
 
It becomes as unbounded as the ocean itself; 
it becomes oceanic.
 
Bliss is an oceanic state... 
 
when you disappear as an ego, bounded, small, and become huge, enormous, as huge and enormous as the universe itself.
 
 
 
The sutras:
 
 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF MISCHIEF 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN CONTEMPLATION.
 
 
 
As far as Buddha is concerned whatsoever you are doing is mischief. 
 
Why? 
 
Even if you are doing some religious ritual it is mischief. 
 
Even if you are doing something that you think is public service it is mischief. 
 
In fact, the public servants are the greatest mischievous people in the world. 
 
If the public servants disappear from the world, 
the world will be a far better place to live in. 
 
The social reformers and 
the political revolutionaries and 
the religious missionaries, 
these are the real mischief-mongers. 
 
They don't allow you to live in peace, 
they go on dragging you from one stupidity into another. 
 
Of course they keep you occupied 
-- that is their attraction.
 
You are afraid of being unoccupied 
because whenever you are unoccupied you have to face yourself, 
and that you want to avoid, 
because you have repressed so many uglinesses in you that to look inside is to look into hell. 
 
You don't want to look in. 
 
You are continuously escaping from yourself, 
so any escape is good.
 
 
 
Somebody says, 
 
"Become a public servant. 
Let service be your motto!" 
 
and you say, 
 
"Okay, so I will serve people." 
 
Whether they want to be served or not, 
that is not the point. 
 
Even if they don't want to be served 
you have to serve them against themselves. 
 
Whether they want your truth or not, 
that is not the point. 
 
It has to be given, 
it has to be forced down their throats!
 
That has been done by the religious people: 
at the point of the sword people have been converted from one religion to another religion 
-- against their will! 
 
They don't want to go to paradise, at least not to YOUR paradise, 
but you are bent upon sending them to paradise 
-- your compassion is such that you are ready to kill them or be killed!
 
 
 
A missionary was teaching in a small school 
and he was saying that every Christian child should make it a point that at least one act of public service should be done per week. 
 
One small boy asked, 
 
"For example, what kind of things should we do?"
 
The missionary gave a few examples. He said, 
 
"For example, some old woman wants to cross the street and the traffic is too much 
-- hold her hand, help her to cross the street." 
 
And so on, so forth.
 
Next Sunday he inquired, 
 
"How many of you did some act of public service?"
 
Three boys -- the strongest and the biggest in the class -- stood up. They said, 
 
"We did one act of public service."
 
The missionary was very happy. 
 
"So you say...." 
He asked the first boy, 
"What did you do?"
 
He said, 
 
"I helped an old woman, a very old woman, to cross the street."
 
He patted the boy and he said, 
 
"You are a good boy. Go on doing such good acts." 
 
He asked the next boy, 
 
"What did you do?"
 
He said, 
 
"I also helped a very old woman to cross the street."
 
The missionary was a little puzzled that both could find two very old women, 
but there are many old women 
-- it is possible. 
 
He patted the second boy also, 
but not so heartily. 
With a little suspicion he said, 
 
"Good. Go on doing."
 
Then he asked the third.
 
The third said, 
 
"I also helped a very very old woman to cross the street."
 
Now it was too much! 
Such a coincidence can't be, that three very very old women wanted to cross the street. 
And he asked, 
 
"What day, what time?" 
 
It was the same day and the same time and the same street! 
 
So he said, 
 
"You please explain 
-- how could you find three such very very old women?"
 
They said, 
 
"They were not three 
-- it was only one woman, very very old. 
We all three helped her."
 
He said, 
 
"That too is good, but were three persons needed?"
 
They said, 
 
"Three? 
Although she was old, she made so much fuss 
because she never wanted to go to the other side! 
But we DID manage. 
When one has to do some public act, some public service, one has to do it. 
She was shouting and cursing and calling the policeman, 
but we were determined to do it and we did it!"
 
 
 
As far as Buddha is concerned, 
whatsoever you are doing is mischief 
because whatsoever you are doing is done out of unconsciousness. 
 
His definition of mischief is: 
any act done unconsciously. 
 
And any act done consciously is virtue.
 
 
 
Your life is almost a vicious circle: 
one mischief leads to another 
and that one leads to still another. 
 
Mischiefs grow out of mischiefs 
-- only mischiefs can grow out of mischiefs.
 
And you go on living and moving in circles 
and you don't know what else to do. 
 
You do good 
-- at least you think you are doing good -- 
but the good never happens; 
 
otherwise the world would have been overflowing with good.
 
So many people are doing good 
-- parents doing good to children, 
and where are the good children? 
 
Husbands are doing good to wives 
-- and wives are really after husbands to transform them, to change them, to make them saints. 
 
But where are those husbands 
and where are those wives 
and where are those children? 
 
Everybody is trying to do good according to his own idea 
-- and he himself is living in deep darkness.
 
But the idea that "I am doing good" helps your ego to be strengthened, 
although you go on moving in the same circle 
-- because intelligence is needed to be original, to do something new. 
 
You know only a few things, a few tricks, 
and the older you get, the more difficult it becomes to learn new things.
 
They say you can't teach new tricks to old dogs....
 
 
 
Kramanakis immigrated to New York. 
He got a job through relatives who taught him to say 
 
"Apple pie and coffee" 
in English so he could order in a restaurant. 
 
The next day, Kramanakis walked into a diner.
 
"What'll you have?" 
 
asked the waitress.
 
"Apple-a pie anna coffee," 
 
said the immigrant.
 
Since that was all he could say he was forced to eat apple pie and coffee every day for a month. 
 
When he complained to his cousins, 
they taught him to say "ham sandwich." 
 
Armed with the new addition to his vocabulary he said to the waitress, "Ham sandwich."
 
"White or rye?" 
 
asked the girl.
 
"Apple-a pie anna coffee," 
 
said the Greek.
 
Just watch your life: 
 
"Apple-a pie anna coffee, apple-a pie anna coffee...." 
 
 
 
You go on doing, repeating, the same thing, 
every day, day in, day out, year in, year out.
 
Your whole life is a very small circle: 
the same anger, 
the same greed, 
the same fight, 
the same words, 
the same reasons, 
the same motives. 
 
Is this the way to grow?
 
Is this the way to become conscious? 
 
Is this the way to know your original face? 
 
Are you hoping that moving in these small circles continuously, mechanically, robotlike, you will attain to bliss?
 
Drop all such hopes!
 
 
 
Rabbi Glucksman was seated next to a Baptist minister on a flight to New York. 
 
The stewardess approached them and said, 
 
"May I serve you a cocktail?"
 
"I will take a whisky sour," 
 
said the rabbi.
 
"And you, Reverend?" 
 
asked the hostess.
 
"Young lady," 
said the clergyman,
"before I let liquor touch my lips I would just as soon commit adultery."
 
"Miss," 
said Rabbi Glucksman, 
"as long as there is a choice, I will have what he is having."
 
 
 
Not only do you go on moving in the same small circles, you repeat, you imitate other people and their stupidities. 
 
You are constantly repeating, 
you are constantly looking around at what is being done by whom. 
 
You don't live a life from within; 
you are imitators. 
 
Your whole interest is exhibition: 
how to show that you are better than others, 
how to show that you are richer than others, 
how to show that you are more intelligent than others. 
 
In fact, it is only the unintelligent person who ever compares himself with others. 
 
The really intelligent never compares, 
because each individual is unique and comparison is impossible.
 
 
 
Mrs. Zimmer hired an interior designer to have the house redecorated. 
 
"Alright," 
said the decorator, 
"how would you like it done? Modern?" 
 
"Me, modern? No!" 
 
said Mrs. Zimmer.
 
"How about French?"
 
"French? Where would I come to a French house?" 
 
"Perhaps Italian Provincial?"
 
 
"Well, madam, what period do you want?"
 
"What period?
I want my friends to walk in, 
take one look, 
and drop dead, 
period!"
 
 
 
People are living just to impress. 
They must be really very poor inside, 
because only people suffering from inferiority complex want to impress others. 
 
A really superior person never compares himself with anybody else. 
 
He knows he is incomparable; 
 
not only that, 
he knows others are also as incomparable as he is. 
 
He is neither superior nor inferior.
 
This tremendous revolution is possible only by one secret key, 
and that is becoming more alert. 
 
The more alert you are, 
the less you repeat. 
 
The more alert you are, 
you find new ways of doing things, 
you find new styles of living your life. 
 
The more alert you are, 
the more creative you are, 
and only creative people know what happiness is. 
 
What you create is not the point 
-- just being creative. 
 
It may be poetry, 
it may be music, 
it may be sculpture, 
it can be anything, 
but just the process of being creative brings you to the point where you meet God.
 
 
 
All the religions of the world say God is the creator
 
If he is really the creator
then the only way to meet him will be to become a creator in some measure. 
 
Of course you can't be a creator like God, 
but you can be a small creator in your own way. 
 
When the poet is creating, 
when the painter is creating, 
in those moments of creativity they are one with God. 
 
Those are the moments when they know what God is. 
 
But poets and painters and sculptors are 
only in those heights for moments, 
only for moments do they know those plenitudes.
 
 
 
The mystic, the buddha, the master, lives on that height twenty-four hours a day, 
because his creativity is subtle; 
his creativity is not visible, 
his creativity is invisible. 
 
He creates consciousness. 
 
First he creates consciousness in himself, 
then he starts creating consciousness in others.
 
 
 
That's how the master and the disciple gather together, 
that's how a buddhafield is created. 
 
That's how thousands of seekers surround a buddha... 
because he creates something that cannot be seen 
but can only be felt by those in whom the buddha has penetrated, 
in whose heart he has stirred something dormant and has made it dynamic. 
 
A buddha creates consciousness first in himself 
and then in those who are ready and available and trusting and surrendered.
 
 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF MISCHIEF 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN CONTEMPLATION.
 
 
 
'Contemplation' is not the right word; 
 
but that is a problem, 
how to translate Eastern insight into Western languages. 
 
Contemplation means thinking of one subject concentratedly. 
 
That is not what Buddha means when he uses the word DHYANA. 
 
Dhyana means a state of no-mind, a state of no-thought; 
 
it is just the opposite of contemplation. 
 
Contemplation cannot be the right word to translate it. 
 
But I can understand the problem, 
the difficulty of the translators 
-- there are no other words. 
 
Dhyana is one of those words which cannot be translated.
 
 
 
It was very intelligent of Chinese translators that they left the word unchanged. 
 
Dhyana became CH'AN in China; 
they never translated it. 
 
It took a little different form because dhyana is Sanskrit. 
 
Buddha used not Sanskrit but a local language of Bihar, Pali. 
 
In Pali dhyana is JHAN; 
 
in Chinese it became ch'an, left untranslated
 
because Chinese translators came to understand that it cannot be translated; 
 
better to describe it rather than translate it. 
 
And so it happened in Japan: 
when it reached Japan, ch'an became Zen; 
 
first jhan and then ch'an and then Zen 
-- but it was left untranslated.
 
 
 
The best thing will be for Western languages also to leave a few words untranslated, 
because you don't have any equivalent, 
and whatsoever words you have, have their own connotations.
 
 
 
Dhyana is not contemplation; 
 
contemplation is the purest form of thinking. 
 
Dhyana is going beyond thought, 
beyond the purest even, 
coming to a state where all thought ceases. 
 
You are utterly conscious, 
but there is no content to your consciousness.
 
Buddha says: 
 
 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF MISCHIEF 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN CONTEMPLATION.
 
 
 
Just one day is enough; 
 
if a person can remain in dhyana for twenty-four hours that's enough
-- he will become a buddha. 
 
But it is immensely difficult to remain twenty-four hours in dhyana.
 
 
 
Mahavira has said: 
Even if one can remain for forty-eight minutes
-- and my calculation is also exactly the same -- 
if one can remain in a state of no-mind continuously for forty-eight minutes, 
that's enough to become enlightened.
 
 
 
But the ordinary mind cannot remain alert even for a few seconds, 
what to say of minutes! 
 
You try: 
just sit silently, 
keep a watch close by, 
and you will be surprised that even seconds are not without thoughts. 
 
Only once in a while for a split second there is no thought. 
 
But the moment you see there is no thought, 
this thought arises: 
you say, 
 
"Aha!" -- finished! 
 
You say, 
 
"There is no thought!" 
 
and the mind has played a trick upon you, 
it has come from the back door. 
 
And if you listen silently you will see the mind laughing 
-- it has deceived you! 
 
No-thought is still a thought, 
the idea of no-thought is still a thought.
 
 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF IGNORANCE 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN REFLECTION.
 
 
 
By "ignorance" Buddha does not mean absence of knowledge. 
 
Because the knowledgeable person is not the goal, 
 
so ignorance has to be understood in a new way 
-- with Buddha's meaning, 
with his color, 
with his fragrance. 
 
We call a person ignorant
because he is uneducated: 
he cannot read, 
he cannot write, 
he does not know the three R's, 
he is not informed at all, 
he is very primitive. 
 
We call him ignorant. 
 
And we call him, the man who has a B.S., M.S., Ph.D.... 
and you know the meaning? 
 
B.S. means bullshit, 
M.S. means more of same, 
Ph.D. means piled high and deep. 
 
We call that man a man of knowledge. 
 
These are the people who fill our universities. 
 
And if you really want to see their faces, 
go and attend some convocation. 
Then you will see all the buffoons parading in black gowns, in strange hats.... 
These people are thought to be knowledgeable.
 
 
 
When Buddha says "ignorant" 
he simply means 
a person who does not know himself. 
 
It is not a question of becoming more informed or less informed, educated or uneducated. 
 
 
 
Kabir is not ignorant although he is uneducated. 
 
Kabir has said: 
MASI KAGAD CHHUYO NAHIN 
-- I have never touched paper or ink. 
 
And that is how it is: 
he never touched paper or ink, 
he was not able to read or write.
 
When somebody asked Kabir, 
 
"You can't read 
-- you have not read the Vedas, Upanishads, Gita, 
and all the great scriptures?" 
 
Kabir laughed and said, 
 
"LIKHA-LIKHI KI HAI NAHIN 
-- the truth has nothing to do with the scriptures 
because it has never been written and cannot be written. 
 
It is not written anywhere! 
 
It is unexpressed, 
so what is the point of reading the scriptures? 
 
The scriptures themselves say: 
I have heard that it cannot be expressed. 
 
Then what is the point?"
 
But Kabir is not ignorant. 
 
Buddha will recognize Kabir as a buddha. 
 
Kabir IS a buddha, 
so is Farid, 
so is Raidas, 
so is Mohammed, 
so is Christ. 
 
Christ is also absolutely uneducated; 
Mohammed is also absolutely uneducated, uninformed.
 
Then ignorance has a totally different meaning: 
not absence of the so-called knowledge 
but absence of self-knowledge. 
 
Not knowing oneself is ignorance. 
 
Then you can know all: 
you can become a walking ENCYCLOPAEDIA BRITANNICA, 
but that won't help. 
 
If you know yourself, 
then you are a man of wisdom.
 
 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF IGNORANCE 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN REFLECTION. 
 
 
 
And reflection has to be understood literally. 
 
Again, in English reflection has the meaning of contemplation, thinking. 
 
 
 
Buddha means literally reflection 
-- as the moon is reflected in the lake, 
your face is reflected in a mirror. 
 
Be so silent, 
without any waves
without even a ripple; 
 
let your consciousness become a lake, 
utterly silent, 
undisturbed, 
so that the whole sky, 
the whole firmament, 
can be reflected in you. 
 
Being in a state of no-mind you become a mirror, 
you start reflecting that which is.
 
And that's what God is... 
this total existence with its immense beauty and benediction. 
 
If you are a mirror, 
it will be reflected in you, 
and that will make you wise, 
that will make you a master, 
that will make you the awakened one.
 
 
 
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But people go on believing what others have said. 
 
Beliefs are not going to help you. 
 
Beliefs are poisonous; they keep you blind. 
 
Because of your beliefs you never inquire on your own. 
 
And your beliefs are false, 
they are not really trust; 
 
a belief can only be superficial. 
 
You can believe in the Gita or the Koran or the Bible, 
but deep down the doubt persists; 
it is not so easy to uproot the doubt.
 
The doubt is uprooted only when YOU know. 
 
How can it be uprooted if Jesus knows? 
How can it be uprooted if Mohammed knows? 
 
He MAY know, 
but who knows whether he is right or wrong, 
and who knows that he is not deceived, 
and who knows he's not deceiving others? 
 
What guarantee is there? 
 
What is the proof that Buddha is right? 
 
Except that Buddha says, "I have attained," 
there is no other proof. 
 
But that is going in circles, 
that is the question itself: 
 
How to believe that Buddha is right? 
 
And we have only one proof: 
Buddha says, "I have arrived." 
 
But how to believe that what he says is right?
 
Deep down the doubt will persist; 
your belief will be only a cover-up. 
 
It is like you have a wound oozing with pus, stinking, 
and you cover it with roses 
-- but deep down in the roses the pus is accumulating. 
 
The roses will not be able to transform it. 
 
They can hide it for a few moments, 
their fragrance may not let others know the stink that is arising out of the wound, 
but how long...? 
 
Sooner or later they will be stinking too! 
 
Rather than roses changing your pus, 
your pus will change the roses. 
 
And that's what happens: 
belief never transforms your doubt, 
your doubt transforms your belief itself.
 
 
 
The young rabbi finally decided that he must talk to the richest member of his congregation, no matter how much it hurt.
 
"Why," 
asked the rabbi, 
"must you fall asleep when I am preaching?"
 
"Let me explain something," 
answered the millionaire. 
"Would I fall asleep if I did not trust you?"
 
 
 
That's what has happened to millions of people: 
they have fallen asleep because they trust; 
there is no need to be awake. 
 
Buddha knows 
-- what is the need for you to be awake? 
 
Christ knows 
-- it is enough for you to be a Christian, 
there is no need to be a Christ.
 
But I say to you: 
unless you are a Christ nothing is going to happen. 
 
 
 
By being a Christian you are simply deceiving yourself and others, 
and you are wasting precious time
because in the same time you can become Christ himself. 
 
Don't remain satisfied by being Christians or Hindus or Jainas or Buddhists. 
 
Become a Buddha, 
become a Christ, 
become a Mohammed, 
become a Mahavira! 
 
Less than that is not going to help, 
less than that is not liberation.
 
 
 
And that is possible through reflection. 
 
If you become a no-mind, 
the whole that surrounds you will be reflected in you. 
 
And when YOU will know, 
then only you will know, 
and that knowing disperses all doubts. 
 
When all doubts have gone within your heart, 
all darkness disappeared 
and you are full of light, 
then life has been lived, 
life has been known. 
 
That is bliss. 
 
The beyond has reached to you, 
you have reached the beyond. 
 
Now God is within you 
and 
you are within God.
 
 
 
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BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF IDLENESS 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN DETERMINATION.
 
 
 
Again there is some possibility of misunderstanding 
because of the translation. 
 
Buddha does not mean by "determination" what is meant in English by the word. 
 
He means decisiveness, not determination. 
 
 
 
Determination gives you a feeling of will, willpower.
 
Determination gives you the idea of deciding through the mind. 
 
 
 
Decisiveness is a totally different phenomenon: 
it is of the heart. 
 
Not that you have decided by the mind, 
but your heart feels a kind of commitment 
-- it is a love affair.
 
In love you don't determine. 
 
You don't say to your woman that, 
 
"I have determined to love you." 
 
Or do you say it? 
 
If you say to some woman, 
 
"I have pulled all my energy together; 
I have created a great determination in myself that I am going to love you," 
 
that woman will never see you again... 
because love and determination means love is false. 
 
Love has a decisiveness about it, 
a commitment, 
an involvement, 
but not determination. 
 
It has no will; 
in fact, even if you want to determine against it you cannot. 
 
It is a mad, mad thing.
 
 
 
So is religion: 
it is not a question of determination, 
it is a question of falling in love with this tremendous beauty of existence. 
 
It is falling in love with this mysterious world.
 
 
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE DAY WONDERING 
HOW ALL THINGS ARISE AND PASS AWAY.
 
 
 
If you can wonder you are going to fall into love. 
 
Each child is born wondering... 
and we destroy his wonder sooner or later. 
 
By the time a child is four we have killed, massacred his wonder. 
 
And the method that we use to kill his wonder is: 
we start stuffing him with information.
 
 
 
D.H. Lawrence, one of the great men of insight of this age, was walking in a garden with a small child. 
 
And as small children ask, the child asked, 
 
"Can you tell me one thing 
-- why the trees are green?"
 
Now such questions can be asked only 
either by children or by mystics, 
either by children or by buddhas. 
 
What kind of question is this? 
 
You will never ask it, 
because it will look so foolish to ask why trees are green. 
 
And in fact you already know why they are green; 
you know, because it is chlorophyll that makes them green.
 
D.H. Lawrence also knew about chlorophyll. 
 
He could have said it to the child, 
and children are very easily trusting.... 
 
If you say, "It is because of this," 
they will say, "Okay." 
 
And in fact, they don't much care about the answer; 
by the time you are answering them 
they have become interested in some other question. 
 
They are intrigued by something else 
-- a butterfly, a flower, a cloud floating in the sky. 
 
They have already bypassed the question.
 
 
 
When a child asks he does not ask to be answered, remember. 
 
 
 
When a child asks he is simply talking out loud to himself, 
he is thinking out loud, 
he is wondering out loud, 
that's all. 
 
When he says, "Why are the trees green?" 
he is not saying it inside, 
he is thinking aloud. 
 
It is not really a question.
 
He is puzzled by the mystery, 
he is wondering WHY the trees are green, 
he is not waiting for any answer; 
it is pure wonder, 
he is intrigued.
 
D.H. Lawrence is a great poet, a great novelist 
-- almost on the verge of being a mystic
 
Had he been in India, had he been in the East, he would have become a buddha. 
 
About these two persons I feel very certain they would have become buddhas if they had been in the East: 
Friedrich Nietzsche and D.H. Lawrence. 
 
About these two persons I feel absolutely certain. 
 
They were so much on the verge, just one step more....
 
Lawrence looked at the trees, 
stood there in silence with closed eyes for a few seconds, 
then told the child, 
 
"The trees are green because they are green." 
 
And the child was satisfied. 
 
But Lawrence continued to think, 
 
"What kind of answer is this that I have given to the child? 
-- the trees are green because they are green. 
It is a tautology. 
It is illogical!" 
 
But it is tremendously significant. 
 
Lawrence is saying that life is a mystery to be lived, 
a reality to be experienced, 
not a question to be answered, 
not a problem to be solved. 
 
It is so.
 
 
 
That's how Buddha used to say it to his disciples: 
his word is TATHATA, suchness. 
 
 
 
If you had asked him the same thing he would have said, 
 
"Such is the case. Trees are green... it is so." 
 
Nothing more can be said about it 
-- because the more said, 
the more you become informed, 
knowledgeable, 
the less is the possibility to know.
 
"It is so" 
-- it does not close the door to you, 
it simply opens the door of the mystery.
 
Buddha says: 
 
 
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE DAY WONDERING 
HOW ALL THINGS ARISE AND PASS AWAY. 
 
 
 
If you can attain again your childhood wonder you will be my sannyasins.
 
I am not here to help you to know more, 
I am here to help you to WONDER more. 
 
And the only way to wonder more is to take away all your knowledge. 
 
Your knowledge is a disturbance in your wondering. 
 
It does not allow you to wonder, 
because before you wonder it immediately supplies you with an answer. 
 
It is because of scientific knowledge that 
man has lost his immense quality, his great quality of wonder. 
 
And that is the greatest treasure a man has got. 
 
No animal wonders; 
it is only man who is given the gift to wonder.
 
 
 
Real religion is rooted in wondering 
and real religion helps you to wonder more and more and more. 
 
A moment comes in the life of the mystic when he becomes simply wonder. 
 
Each small thing fills him with tremendous wonder... 
a pebble on the shore, 
a seashell, 
the cry of a distant cuckoo, 
a lonely star in the evening, 
ANYTHING... 
a child giggling, 
a woman crying tears of joy, 
anything... 
just the wind passing through the pine trees, 
the sound of running water, 
anything... 
and he is full of wonder. 
 
God comes to him as wonder, 
God comes to him as mystery.
 
 
 
If you sit by the side of a mystic
don't sit to learn more from him. 
 
Sit to drop all knowledge. 
 
Sit by the side of a mystic to be filled by his wonder, 
to become a child again. 
 
 
 
Jesus says: 
Unless you are born again you shall not enter into my kingdom of God. 
 
Again he says: 
Unless you are like small children you will not enter into my kingdom of God. 
 
He is talking about the same wonder.
 
 
 
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BETTER TO LIVE ONE HOUR SEEING 
THE ONE LIFE BEYOND THE WAY.
 
 
 
Each sutra is so tremendously significant! 
 
Meditate on each word. 
 
And Buddha is progressing very slowly 
so that you can absorb the spirit. 
 
 
 
First he says: 
dhyana, a state of no-mind. 
 
Then he says: 
the mirrorlike quality of your consciousness, 
which is a by-product of dhyana. 
 
Then he says: 
decisiveness -- a love affair, 
your heart falling in tune with existence. 
 
Then he says: 
wondering. 
 
And now he says: 
seeing.
The eyes that can see grow in wonder 
-- not in knowledge, 
not through scripture, 
but through innocence. 
 
Become mystified with existence!
 
 
 
Our whole education is based on demystifying existence. 
 
The pedagogue believes that one day we will have destroyed the whole mystery of existence 
because we will have gathered all the answers for all the questions. 
 
This is the most irreligious belief there is 
-- and your education creates irreligion. 
 
Your education, 
even if it is called religious education, 
is not religious 
because it demystifies existence, 
it supplies you with answers.
 
 
 
Real religion takes away all the answers, 
makes your questions bigger and bigger, 
and finally transforms your questions into wonder, into a quest. 
 
And in wonder, 
if you can live in wonder, 
you will attain to that insight, those eyes, which can see.
 
This seeing has been called in the East 
DARSHAN 
-- seeing with innocence, 
looking with innocence. 
 
 
 
Then just a nazunia flower by the side of the hedge is enough... 
 
and you are transported into another world. 
 
Then you will dance when the clouds are raining, 
you will dance in the rain 
and you will know something of buddhahood. 
 
Then you will dance in the full-moon night 
and you will know something of buddhahood. 
 
Then you will dance around a rosebush 
because the roses have bloomed, 
and you will know something of buddhahood. 
 
Your life will become a constant singing, dancing, celebration.
 
 
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE HOUR SEEING 
THE ONE LIFE BEYOND THE WAY. 
 
 
 
Then one hour is enough, 
there is no need to live for millions and millions of lives, 
because it is not a question of length, 
how long you live. 
 
The West is too much concerned with length. 
 
Make people live longer: 
a hundred years, 
a hundred and fifty years, 
two hundred years, 
three hundred years. 
 
And it is possible, because there are a few people who live....
 
 
 
In the Kashmir valley there is a small tribe: 
they live very easily up to a hundred and fifty. 
 
And in Russia there are many people who have gone beyond a hundred and fifty. 
 
There are a few people who are a hundred and eighty and one person who is two hundred years old. 
 
Now scientists are continuously searching: 
what are the secrets? 
 
Why do these people live so long? 
 
What do they eat? 
 
What do they drink? 
 
What is their pattern of life? 
 
Why do they live so long? 
 
And sooner or later they will find the secrets 
and man will live three hundred years, four hundred years, five hundred years. 
 
You are very fortunate that they have not found the secrets yet! 
 
Just think of yourself living three hundred years 
-- seventy is enough to make one fed up with life!
 
 
 
And remember, suicide is not allowed yet anywhere. 
 
To commit suicide is the greatest crime,
if you are caught before committing it. 
 
Of course if you have committed, 
then it is finished; 
nobody can catch hold of you. 
 
They cannot punish your ghost! 
 
Just think of yourself living seven hundred years.... 
Within seventy years all is finished 
-- life is so futile. 
 
To live for seven hundred years will be sheer torture and they won't allow you to die.
 
Now there are many people hanging between life and death, 
particularly in America and in Europe 
-- more in America. 
 
They are not alive, 
because they cannot move, 
they cannot do anything, 
they cannot even think, 
they cannot eat. 
 
Everything is being done by others; 
they are just lying down on the beds, on oxygen. 
 
They may not even have their own heart 
-- maybe a plastic heart pumping their blood. 
 
They may not have kidneys; 
machines may be doing their work.
 
Now, these people are called alive! 
 
They are neither alive nor dead 
-- and it is better to be this way or that. 
 
Hanging in between, 
they are in a kind of limbo. 
 
But the West is very much interested, 
mind as such is very much interested, in lengthening life. 
 
But those who know, 
they are not interested in long life; 
they are interested in intensifying life, 
in making it more intense, total.
 
That's why Buddha says: 
 
 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF MISCHIEF 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN dhyana. 
 
BETTER THAN A HUNDRED YEARS OF IGNORANCE 
IS ONE DAY SPENT IN mirrorlike REFLECTION. 
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE DAY WONDERING 
HOW ALL THINGS ARISE AND PASS AWAY. 
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE HOUR SEEING 
THE ONE LIFE BEYOND THE WAY.
 
 
 
If you can allow wonder to happen, 
then sooner or later out of your wonder will grow eyes, new eyes 
-- not these eyes which can see only objects 
but eyes which can see the invisible, 
that life which is beyond. 
 
Call it divine life, eternal life, or whatsoever name you prefer.
 
 
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE MOMENT....
 
 
 
See, Buddha is going continuously to make it shorter and shorter: 
from a hundred years to one moment.
 
 
 
BETTER TO LIVE ONE MOMENT IN THE MOMENT 
OF THE WAY BEYOND THE WAY.
 
 
 
It is enough to live in a single moment, 
 
but totally herenow -- no past, no future -- 
 
 
 
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your whole energy diving deep in the herenow is enough 
 
to have the taste of God, 
to have the taste of truth: 
 
truth which is of the way and yet beyond the way.
 
AES DHAMMO SANANTANO
-- this is the eternal law. 
 
If one can live in wonder, seeing, totally in the moment, 
one has come home. 
 
Bliss happens, descends, 
you are overflooded with bliss and benediction. 
 
It is not your creation, 
it comes as a gift from the beyond.
 
 
 
Enough for today.
 
 
 
Continue to The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 4 chapter 2 ‘Via transcendence’…
 
 
 
from osho talks
 
The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 4
 
Talks given from 22/08/79 am to 31/08/79 am
English Discourse series
 
chapter 1 : Better than a hundred years
 
22 August 1979 am in Buddha Hall
 
If you would like to read it in PDF,
there is a free download of this all osho discourses from OSHO RAJNEESH,
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about subtle body and chakra
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In this blog, I also shared osho discourse of 
the Tao's 'The secret of the Golden Flower
黄金の華の秘密(太乙金華宗旨)'
and 'The Tao Te Ching 道徳経' by Lao Tzu 老子.
These two show you the way to the enlightenment.
 
If you are interested
please take a look and enjoy!
 
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The secret of the Golden Flower
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The Tao Te Ching 
道徳経 by Lao Tzu 老子
 
 
 
beloved osho
beloved gautam buddha 
beloved all enlightened masters
beloved all
 
 
 
”The last word of Buddha was, sammasati. 
Remember that you are a buddha – sammasati.”
 
 
 
sammasati
It means right remembrance.
 
 
 
meditation & love
 
 
 
osho samadhi समाधिः
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ch10 : The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 3

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'And in no-mind you will know the ultimate truth, DHAMMA.
And moving from mind to no-mind is the step, PADA. 
And this is the whole secret of THE DHAMMAPADA.'
 
 
 
ch10 : The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 3
 
chapter 10
Vast as the sky
 
21 August 1979 am in Buddha Hall
 
 
 
The first question:
Question 1
BELOVED MASTER,
THE WESTERN MIND IS SO ORIENTED TOWARD ANALYSIS, 
THE LEFT HEMISPHERE OF THE BRAIN
-- THE EASTERN MIND JUST THE OPPOSITE, 
THE INTUITIVE RIGHT HEMISPHERE. 
THE WEST IS FASCINATED BY THE EAST 
AND THE EAST BY THE WEST. 
EQUAL AMOUNTS OF BOTH 
-- IS THIS THE HARMONY OF WISDOM AND THE TRANSCENDENCE OF OPPOSITES?
 
 
 
Prem Dhanesh, 
the transcendence of opposites is not 
a quantitative phenomenon, 
it is a qualitative revolution. 
 
It is not a question of equal amounts of both; 
that will be a very materialistic solution. 
 
Quantity means matter. 
 
Equal amounts of both will give you only an appearance of synthesis 
but not a real synthesis 
-- a dead synthesis, 
not alive, 
not breathing, 
not with a heart beating.
 
The real synthesis is a dialogue: 
not equal amounts of both, 
but a loving relationship, 
an I / thou relationship. 
 
It is a question of bridging the opposites, 
not putting them together in one place.
 
Both are important, immensely important. 
 
Neither analysis can be discarded nor intuition. 
 
Discard analysis and you become outwardly poor, starved, unhealthy. 
 
And when one is outwardly poor, starved, unhealthy, 
how can he go inwards? 
 
It is impossible.
 
The outward poverty prevents the inward journey. 
 
You are so obsessed with food, clothes, shelter, 
you don't have time and space to go in, 
to think about the higher things of life.
 
 
 
In the Upanishads there is a beautiful story. 
 
Shvetketu, a young man, came back from the university full of knowledge. 
 
He was a brilliant student, 
he had topped the university with all the medals and all the degrees that were possible, available. 
 
He came back home with great pride. 
His old father, Uddalak, looked at him 
and asked him a single question. 
 
He said to him,
 
"You have come full of knowledge, 
but do you know the knower? 
 
You have accumulated much information, 
your consciousness is full of borrowed wisdom 
 
-- but what is this consciousness? 
 
Do you know who you are?" 
 
Shvetketu said, 
 
"But this question was never raised in the university. 
 
I have learned the Vedas, 
I have learned language, philosophy, poetry, literature, history, geography. 
I have learned all that was available in the university, 
but this was not a subject at all. 
 
You are asking a very strange question; 
nobody ever asked me in the university. 
 
It was not on the syllabus, 
it was not in my course."
 
Uddalak said,
 
"You do one thing: 
be on a fast for two weeks, 
then I will ask you something."
 
He wanted to show his knowledge, 
just a young man's desire. 
 
He must have dreamed that his father would be very happy. 
 
Although the father was saying, 
 
"Wait for two weeks and fast," 
 
he started talking about the ultimate, the absolute, the Brahman.
 
The father said,
 
"You wait two weeks, 
then we will discuss about Brahman."
 
Two days' fast, 
three days' fast, 
four days' fast, 
and the father started asking him, 
 
"What is Brahman?" 
 
In the beginning he answered a little bit, 
recited what he had crammed, displayed. 
 
But by the end of the week he was so tired, so exhausted, so hungry, 
that when the father asked, 
 
"What is Brahman?" 
 
he said, 
 
"Stop all this nonsense! 
 
I am hungry, 
I think only of food 
and you are asking me what Brahman is. 
 
Right now, except food nothing is Brahman."
 
The father said, 
 
"So your whole knowledge is just because you were not starved. 
Because you were taken care of, 
your body was nourished, 
it was easy for you to talk about great philosophy. 
 
Now is the real question. 
 
Now bring your knowledge!" 
 
Shvetketu said, 
 
"I have forgotten all. 
Only one thing haunts me: 
hunger, hunger -- day in, day out. 
 
I cannot sleep, I cannot rest. 
 
There is fire in my belly, 
I am burning, 
and I don't know anything at all. 
I have forgotten all that I have learned."
 
The father said, 
 
"My son, food is the first step towards Brahman
 
Food is Brahman -- ANNAM BRAHMA." 
 
 
 
A tremendously significant statement. 
 
India has forgotten it completely. 
 
ANNAM BRAHMA: 
food is God, 
the first God.
 
 
 
If you drop the analytical mind, science disappears. 
 
If you drop the analytical mind, you can't be affluent; 
 
you are bound to be poor and hungry, 
and you will lose your first contact with God.
 
 
 
The West is in that contact; 
nothing is wrong about it. 
 
 
 
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This orientation in analysis is a significant step towards knowing God. 
 
I am not against it. 
 
But one should not stop at it. 
 
Food is not an ultimate value
it is a means to an end. 
 
And if you have a meditative pilgrimage 
you start transforming food into prayer.
 
It depends. 
 
The painter eats the same food, 
but it becomes painting in him. 
 
The poet also eats the same food, 
it becomes poetry in him. 
 
The lover also eats the same food, 
it becomes love in him. 
 
The murderer also eats the same food, 
it becomes murder and destruction in him. 
 
Alexander, 
Genghis Khan, 
Gautam Buddha, 
Jesus Christ 
and Krishna, 
they were not eating different kinds of food; 
the food is the same, more or less. 
 
But in Adolf Hitler it becomes destruction, 
in Gautam Buddha it becomes compassion. 
 
Food is raw energy; 
it depends on you how you transform it. 
 
You are the transformer
you are really significant, 
not what you eat.
 
 
 
Money is not bad in itself. 
 
That's my basic approach towards existence: 
 
money is neutral, 
it depends on you. 
 
In the hands of a man of understanding, 
money is tremendously beautiful. 
 
It can become music, 
it can become art, 
it can become science, 
it can become religion. 
 
It is not money that is bad, 
it is the person. 
 
The stupid person, 
if he has money, 
does not know what to do with it; 
his money creates more greed. 
 
Money can free you from greed, 
but the stupid person changes money into more greed.
 
It becomes anger, 
it becomes sexuality, 
it becomes lust. 
 
The more money the stupid person has, 
the more stupid he becomes, 
because he becomes more powerful to do stupid things.
 
With the wise, 
everything is transformed into wisdom.
 
 
 
The analytical mind is not bad, 
the scientific approach towards reality is not bad 
-- but it is only a means, 
it can't be the end. 
 
The end is self-knowledge, 
the end is to know God, 
the end is to know the eternal, the deathless. 
 
 
 
AES DHAMMO SANANTANO: 
that is the end, 
to know the ultimate law which pervades, 
permeates the whole existence 
-- because by knowing it, 
one is liberated. 
Truth liberates.
 
 
 
The East has contributed greatly, immensely towards that ultimate end. 
 
But without means, 
how can you reach the end? 
 
And without the end 
what is the point of having all the means? 
 
It is a question of deep dialogue between East and West, 
it is a question of a marriage, 
not a quantitative combination of these two different approaches, 
not half East, half West, 
not a little bit of science and a little bit of religion. 
 
Human life is not that mathematical; 
it is poetic.
 
 
 
What is needed is a dialogue, 
an I / thou relationship, 
a love affair between East and West, 
a deep embrace. 
 
It is not a question of equal quantities; 
 
the WHOLE West 
and 
the WHOLE East 
meeting and merging into each other 
 
-- not half East, half West -- 
 
the whole East and the whole West melting into each other in a deep love relationship. 
 
Then only, the real synthesis, the transcendence of opposites, will be possible.
 
 
 
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When two lovers meet in deep orgasmic joy, 
there is transcendence. 
 
The attraction is there: 
 
the East feels fascinated by the West, 
the West is fascinated by the East, 
but the danger is that the people from the West who are too fascinated with the East will drop being Western, 
they will become Eastern; 
 
and the people who are fascinated by the West will drop being Eastern 
and will become Western. 
 
So nothing has changed; 
 
there has been no meeting, 
there has been no merger, 
just the same problem again. 
 
People have simply changed their places: 
now the Eastern is standing in the Western hemisphere 
and the Western is standing in the Eastern hemisphere. 
 
Now the Westerner is meditating 
and the Easterner is studying in Oxford, in Cambridge, in Harvard, 
and becoming a scientist, a physicist. 
 
This is not going to help 
because there is no meeting happening.
 
 
 
My effort here is 
not to change the Western mind into the Eastern, 
not to change the Eastern mind into the Western, 
 
but to let here be a meeting of both 
-- not in part but in totality. 
 
 
 
And remember, 
when two wholes meet, 
it becomes one whole. 
 
When two totalities meet, 
it becomes one totality: 
that is transcendence. 
 
It is urgently needed, 
because without it there is 
no hope for humanity, 
no future for humanity.
 
What we are trying to do here is of immense importance for the future of man. 
 
 
 
It is not an ordinary experiment
-- in fact there is no other experiment which is more important than this. 
 
You may not be aware that you are participating in something which can save the world. 
 
 
 
Otherwise the division between the Eastern and the Western is going to kill humanity. 
 
The East is poor, too poor, 
and the West is becoming too rich, 
and the rift is becoming bigger and bigger every day. 
 
This rift is bound to create, sooner or later, 
a third world war 
-- which will be destructive to both.
 
 
 
Before it happens 
we have to spread a new vision
we have to give birth to a new humanity, 
a man who is neither Eastern nor Western 
but both together simultaneously; 
 
not in equal amounts, 
not half Eastern, half Western 
-- fully Western, fully Eastern.
 
 
 
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The second question:
Question 2
BELOVED MASTER,
I WANT TO BECOME A SANNYASIN, 
BUT I CANNOT BECAUSE I AM ALREADY A PRACTICING CATHOLIC. 
HOW CAN I ACCEPT TWO MASTERS? 
AND AM I ALLOWED TO ASK QUESTIONS BEFORE I BECOME A SANNYASIN?
 
 
 
Alexander, there is no question of accepting two masters. 
 
It is not a question of masters, 
 
it is a question of surrender. 
 
If you are surrendered to Christ, 
you are surrendered to me. 
 
If you are surrendered to me, 
you are surrendered to Christ, to Buddha, to Mahavira, to Krishna. 
 
The question is of surrender. 
 
 
 
You are taking the question from the wrong end. 
 
If you know how to surrender, 
then all the masters are one. 
 
Then you will find Christ in Buddha, and Buddha in Christ.
 
 
 
The surrendered heart becomes so deeply harmonious that it can see that Krishna and Christ are not different. 
 
Certainly their language is different 
-- Krishna speaks Sanskrit, 
Christ speaks Aramaic. 
 
Certainly they use different metaphors, different parables. 
 
They are different fingers 
but pointing to the same moon. 
 
If you can see the moon, 
will you be worried about the fingers? 
 
If you can see the moon, 
will you be obsessed with the finger 
-- whether the finger is that of Krishna or Christ or Buddha or Lao Tzu? 
 
What does it matter? 
 
Once the moon is known, 
the fingers are forgotten. 
 
To become obsessed too much with the finger is a state of pathology. 
 
The Hindu is ill, 
the Mohammedan is ill, 
the Christian is ill. 
 
They have become fascinated too much, 
obsessed with the fingers.
 
 
 
There is only one moon, 
but it is reflected in a thousand and one lakes. 
 
Don't become too much attached to the reflection in the lakes, 
don't become too much attached to the lake! 
 
The lake has nothing to do with the moon; 
even if the lake disappears, 
the moon remains. 
 
The lake may become disturbed
the reflection may be lost, 
but the moon is there.
 
Yes, there are different lakes, 
and they have different kinds of water. 
 
One lake is salty, 
another lake is sweet; 
one lake has a bluish tinge to its color, 
another lake is a little green 
-- and so on, so forth. 
 
One lake is very deep. 
The other is very shallow.
 
But these differences don't make any difference to the moon reflected in those lakes.
 
 
 
If you are really a practicing Catholic 
you will not hesitate even for a single moment in becoming a sannyasin. 
 
Because you are hesitating, 
let me say to you: 
you are not a practicing Catholic. 
 
And what do you mean by "practicing Catholic"? 
 
Because you go every Sunday to the church? 
Because you do the Lord's Prayer every night? 
Because you read the Bible every day for a certain period of time?
 
What do you mean by being a practicing Catholic? 
 
Then why are you here? 
 
For what?
 
If you have found the answer,
you need not be here. 
 
 
 
If you have not found the answer, 
 
remember, 
 
you have still to inquire, still to journey....
 
 
 
I am offering my hand and you say,
 
"How can I hold two masters' hands?" 
 
Do you think you are holding Christ's hand? 
 
Look again! 
 
Your hands are empty. 
 
If you cannot hold the hand of a living master, 
how can you hold the hand of a master gone for two thousand years? 
 
You cannot even be certain whether he ever existed or not. 
 
There are people who think that it is only a story, 
that there has never been an historical person like Christ. 
 
There are people, great scholars, who think that 
this is only an ancient folk drama, 
this whole story of Jesus has never been a reality.
 
How are you going to drop these doubts? 
 
 
 
And if you look into the story, 
it will create a thousand and one doubts in you. 
 
Jesus walking on water, 
Alexander, can you really believe it? 
 
And when I say "really" I mean REALLY. 
 
Can you really believe it 
-- somebody walking on water? 
 
Can you really believe Jesus, 
touching blind people's eyes and giving them sight? 
 
Can you really believe Jesus bringing Lazarus back to life from death? 
 
Do you believe Jesus is born out of a virgin mother? 
 
Is it possible? 
 
Do you believe that Jesus came back from death after three days, resurrected?
 
Look deep down: 
 
you will have a thousand and one doubts. 
 
In fact, it is so difficult to believe even a living master, 
how to believe in a dead master? 
 
 
 
And around dead masters stories are bound to be created by the disciples, out of their foolishness. 
 
They think that by creating these stories 
they will help the message to spread. 
 
And for a time being it may be so 
-- there were days when Jesus became important only because he was born out of a virgin mother. 
 
Buddha was not born out of a virgin mother, 
Mahavira was not born out of a virgin mother, 
Krishna was not born.... 
 
So it was something rare, unique; 
nobody else could claim it, it impressed people. 
 
But as people became more and more educated, 
as intelligence grew, 
as people became more and more thinkers, 
the same thing became the problem. 
 
Now one hesitates even to mention it.
 
 
 
Resurrection helped Christianity to spread all over the world, 
because Jesus was the only one who came back from death: 
of course, he has firsthand knowledge about what happens after death. 
 
Buddha, Mahavira, they are alive and talking about death and beyond, 
but they don't have any authentic experience. 
 
Jesus has. 
 
This helped Christianity to spread all over the world. 
 
But now the same thing has become a disadvantage. 
 
Now to talk about resurrection is to be laughed at.
 
 
 
What do you mean that you are a practicing Catholic? 
 
If you were really a practicing Catholic, 
there are only two alternatives: 
 
either you would not have been here, 
there would have been no need; 
or 
if you had felt the presence of Christ-consciousness here, 
then there would have been no hesitation on your part in becoming a sannyasin. 
 
That will be really becoming a Catholic, 
that will be becoming a christ.
 
 
 
Don't be a Christian; 
that is not enough. 
 
Unless you are a christ, 
nothing has happened. 
 
 
 
Try to be a christ, 
not to be a Christian. 
 
The Christian is only a believer, 
and the believer is always blind. 
 
 
 
The christ has eyes.
 
And remember, 
when I use the word 'christ' 
I don't mean Jesus only. 
 
Christ is a state of ultimate consciousness: 
 
in the East we call it the state of being a buddha, 
the state of being a JINA
 
These are the same words. 
 
Jesus is only one of the christs 
-- Buddha is another, 
Lao Tzu is another, 
and there have been so many, 
and there will be so many. 
 
It is a long procession of lights.
 
And there is always a living christ somewhere or other. 
 
You can call him a buddha, 
you can call him a christ; 
 
it simply depends what language you are using. 
 
 
 
But don't be a fanatic, 
don't be sectarian; 
that creates stupidity, 
that does not help in growing, 
it does not help in attaining more consciousness.
 
 
 
As an experiment, 
two scientists decided to mate a male human with a female gorilla. 
 
They agreed only someone really stupid would submit to such an act, 
so they went down to the docks and grabbed Fanelli who had just gotten off the boat
 
"We will give you five thousand dollars to go to bed with a gorilla," 
 
proposed one of the scientists. 
 
"Will you do it?"
 
"Okay, I do it," 
 
agreed Fanelli. 
 
"But on three conditions."
 
"What are they?" 
 
asked the men of science.
 
"First-a, I am-a only gonna do it-a once," 
 
said the Italian. 
 
"Second-a, nobody can-a watch
 
And-a third-a, if a kid is born, it is-a gotta be raised a Catholic."
 
 
 
Alexander, enough of Catholics, 
enough of Protestants, 
enough of Hindus and Mohammedans. 
 
Now be finished with all that nonsense. 
 
Let a new humanity emerge, 
where Jews and Hindus and Jainas and Buddhists will not be constantly 
fighting, 
quarreling, 
trying to destroy each other, 
trying to impose their own ideas upon others; 
 
where man will be free to choose. 
 
You don't seem to be free to choose. 
 
Your being a Catholic seems to be like chains on your feet, 
your being a Catholic seems to be like a prison wall around you. 
 
You are not free.
 
You say, 
 
"I want to be a sannyasin...." 
 
Then who is preventing you? 
 
You want to be a sannyasin yet your being a Catholic prevents you. 
 
It is a wall, 
it is not a bridge.
 
True religion is always a bridge 
and never a wall.
 
 
 
McGuinty sat in the confessional. 
 
"Father," 
 
he said to the priest,
 
"I don't feel I need forgiveness for my various adulteries."
 
"Why not?" 
 
asked the astonished priest.
 
"Well," 
 
said McGuinty, 
 
"The only married women I have relations with are all Jewish!" 
 
"Oh, you are right, my son!" 
 
said the priest. 
 
"That's the only way to screw the Jews."
 
 
 
You are allowed to do the same thing to a Jew which you are not allowed to do to a Christian. 
 
You are allowed to do happily, welcomingly, something to a Mohammedan which you are not allowed to do to a Hindu. 
 
What kind of religiousness is this? 
 
What kind of humanity have we created? 
 
Neurotic it is, psychotic it is. 
 
 
 
We need a healthier human being.
 
 
 
My sannyasin is not getting involved in a sect; 
 
this is not a sect 
 
because we don't have any ideology. 
 
I don't preach any ideology. 
 
Even atheists are here 
and they are sannyasins 
and they don't believe in God. 
 
And I don't make it a basic requirement. 
 
There are no basic requirements, 
except your longing for truth 
 
-- but that is not a thing that makes you sectarian. 
 
In fact, 
the inquiry for truth, 
the longing for truth, 
makes you absolutely nonsectarian.
 
 
 
And a religious person is nonsectarian. 
 
He is simply religious 
-- not Christian, not Hindu. 
 
He cannot afford to be Hindu or Christian. 
 
How can he afford to be so limited? 
 
He cannot afford to get involved in prejudices; 
 
he cannot believe in conclusions already arrived at by others. 
 
 
 
He is on his own journey: 
he wants to know truth with his own eyes, 
he wants to hear God with his own ears, 
he wants to feel life 
and existence with his own heart. 
 
His search is individual.
 
 
 
Sannyasins are not part of a sect. 
 
This is the meeting of individuals; 
 
we have met 
because we are on the same journey. 
 
There is no ideology binding my sannyasins with each other; 
 
it is just because of the same inquiry for truth that accidentally we have met on the same road. 
 
We are fellow-travelers. 
 
 
 
Nothing binds one sannyasin to another sannyasin; 
 
there is no bondage of belief, tradition, scripture. 
 
 
 
And in fact sannyasins are not connected with each other at all directly 
-- their connection is with me.
 
 
 
One sannyasin is connected with me, 
another sannyasin is connected with me, 
hence they are connected with each other via me. 
 
There is no other organization. 
 
I am functioning only as a center 
and they are all connected with me, 
hence they feel connected with each other.
 
 
 
That's how a commune arises, a SANGHA is born. 
 
A commune can be alive only 
when the buddha is present, 
when the christ is present. 
 
Once the christ is gone, 
the commune disappears and becomes a community. 
 
The commune disappears 
and becomes a sect. 
 
 
 
I would not like my sannyasins to become a sect ever.
 
 
 
Alexander, you also ask, 
 
"And am I allowed to ask questions before I become a sannyasin?"
 
You have already asked a question, 
and I have already answered it. 
 
Yes, you are absolutely welcome. 
 
In fact, after becoming a sannyasin it becomes more and more difficult to ask questions 
-- they look so stupid. 
 
The longer you are here, 
the less you ask. 
 
And those who have been here longest have completely forgotten to ask anything. 
 
Don't be worried about that. 
 
You can ask questions just for questions' sake; 
you need not be a sannyasin.
 
 
 
And in fact I am more interested in questions which come from nonsannyasins, 
because then I can seduce them.
 
 
 
The Russian rabbit fled across the border at Brest 
and did not stop until a Polish rabbit assured him he was in Poland. 
 
"Why are you running?" 
 
asked the Polish rabbit. 
 
"Because they are castrating all the camels in Russia," 
 
said the Russian bunny.
 
"But you are not a camel, you are a rabbit!"
 
"Yes -- but they castrate first and ask questions afterwards."
 
 
 
The third question: 
Question 3 
BELOVED MASTER,
IN REBIRTHING A PART OF ME THAT HAD BEEN KNOWLEDGE BUT NOT KNOWN HAPPENED. 
FIRST THERE WAS PAIN AND FEAR, 
THEN AN EXPLOSION IN ME THAT FELT LIKE A WILD ANIMAL, 
FOLLOWED BY TREMENDOUS RELIEF AND JOY. 
I FELT THAT A DARK CLOUD I HAVE CARRIED A LONG TIME PASSED OUT OF ME. 
YET STILL I KNOW NOTHING OF WHO I AM. 
PLEASE COMMENT.
 
 
 
Prem Gyanam, 
"Who am I?" is not really a question; 
 
hence it can never be answered, 
neither by others nor by yourself. 
 
Then what is it? 
 
It is a koan. 
 
"Who am I?" is utterly absurd. 
 
By asking it, 
don't hope that one day you will get the answer. 
 
If you go on asking, 
"Who am I? Who am I?" 
 
-- if you make it a meditation, 
as Raman Maharshi used to say to his disciples.... 
 
He used to give only one simple meditation: 
just sit and repeat, first loudly, 
then not so loudly, 
then just in your throat; 
then even the throat is not to be used, 
just deep down in your heart let it resound: 
 
"Who am I? Who am I?" 
Go on asking....
 
And people used to think that if they follow the instructions rightly, 
one day suddenly they will know the answer. 
 
That is not true; 
you will never come to the answer. 
 
 
 
But by asking it, 
first all your answers that you had before, 
ideas about yourself, will disappear too.
 
"Who am I?" is like a thorn. 
 
It can pull out the thorn that is in your feet. 
 
You can use this thorn; 
you can use this thorn to pull out the thorn that is already hurting you in the foot. 
 
When both the thorns are out, 
you can throw both of them. 
 
You need not keep the second one 
because it has been such a blessing to you, 
it pulled out the first. 
 
You need not put it in the place of the first just out of reverence, gratitude.
 
 
 
"Who am I?" is just a subtle device; 
it is as absurd as Zen koans.
 
Zen masters say to the disciples, 
 
"Go and meditate: 
what is the sound of one hand clapping?" 
 
Now, one hand cannot clap. 
 
The master knows it, 
the disciple knows it
-- that one hand cannot clap -- 
 
but the master insists, 
 
"Meditate on it. 
Go crazy meditating 
-- ask and ask and ask, 
and let the question go deeper and deeper. 
Let it sink in your heart, in your very soul."
 
When the master says, 
the disciple has to do it. 
 
Sometimes ten years, 
sometimes twenty years pass, 
and the disciple goes on asking this absurd question, 
knowing perfectly well that one hand cannot clap. 
 
And the master says, 
 
"If you come across some answers, bring them to me." 
 
And sometimes the disciple invents answers, 
because he gets tired of the question. 
 
Sometimes he hopes,
 
"Maybe this is the answer," 
 
and he brings it to the master. 
He says, 
 
"The sound of running water, 
that is one hand clapping."
 
And the master hits him with the staff on his head and says, 
 
"You fool! 
This is not the answer. 
Go back" 
 
-- because the sound of running water is not one hand clapping, 
the sound is because of the rocks. 
 
Remove the rocks 
and the sound will disappear. 
 
So there are two things clashing, 
not one thing.
 
 
 
Then he goes and he meditates. 
And while he is meditating 
he hears the distant call of a cuckoo, 
and he thinks 
 
This MUST be 
-- so beautiful, so tremendously otherworldly. 
This is the celestial music; 
this must be the real thing." 
 
And he comes running, 
and is beaten again.
 
Zen masters are really experts in beating... 
not only beating; 
sometimes throwing you out of the window, 
sometimes closing the door in your face. 
 
They can do anything to wake you up, 
their compassion is such. 
 
And you are again given a good beating, 
and the master shouts that you are utterly stupid: 
 
"This is not it. 
Go again and meditate." 
 
And so on, so forth, it continues, continues, many answers. 
 
 
 
And no answer is ever accepted; 
no answer can ever be accepted.
 
Sometimes it happens, 
even before the disciple has said what answer he has got, 
the master starts beating him 
-- because it is not a question of what answer he brings; 
that is utterly irrelevant. 
 
Whatsoever answer he has brought is going to be wrong. 
 
All answers are wrong.
 
 
 
But one day he comes 
and the master hugs him, 
 
because he can see in his eyes, 
the way he walks, 
the grace that surrounds him, 
the climate that he has brought with himself, 
the silence: 
 
no question, 
no answer. 
 
Not that he has brought any answer; 
on the contrary, 
this time he has come even without the question, 
he has forgotten the question itself. 
 
He is not asking any more. 
 
He comes utterly silent, 
not even a ripple in his mind. 
 
And the master recognizes it immediately.
 
 
 
Sometimes it has happened that 
the disciple has not turned up 
and the master had to seek and search for the disciple, 
because he felt deep down in his heart that the question had disappeared. 
 
And now the disciple is feeling, 
 
"Why bother the master unnecessarily? 
What is the point? 
There is no answer, no question." 
 
And the silence is such, 
and it is so tremendous, 
that he does not want to come out of it.
 
And the master comes and says to him, 
 
"Now that you have the answer, 
what are you doing here? 
Why didn't you turn up? 
I have been waiting for you."
 
 
 
Once it happened:
 
When Rinzai was taking leave of his master 
-- because the master had said, 
 
"You go for a three-year pilgrimage, 
go to all the temples and all the monasteries" 
 
-- and before he was leaving, 
he started beating him. 
Rinzai said, 
 
"But I have not said anything, 
I have not done anything. 
What kind of farewell is this? 
I am going for a three-year pilgrimage on foot" 
 
-- in those ancient days it was dangerous -- 
 
"I may come back, I may not come back."
 
The master said, 
 
"That's why. 
I may not have another chance to beat you.
I am suspicious. 
You are just on the verge of that great silence descending. 
Just the last part of the question, 
not even 'Who am I?' 
but only the question mark is there. 
 
And any day it will disappear, 
and then nobody knows whether you will come or you may not come. 
 
And I am an old man; 
where will I come and search and seek you? 
 
This is my last opportunity to beat you
-- I cannot miss it!"
 
And yes, it was so; 
it was the last opportunity. 
 
Rinzai came back after three years, 
but he was enlightened. 
 
He came back 
and slapped the master and said, 
 
"You rascal! 
You were right.
Just once I also want to hit you. 
You have been beating me at least for twenty years. 
Just for once...!"
 
The master was laughing and he said,
 
"You are entitled. 
You can do it whenever you feel like doing it, 
but just remember that I am a very old man."
 
 
 
Gyanam, you say, 
 
"Yet still I know nothing of who I am." 
 
Nobody has ever known. 
 
Then what is the difference between a buddha and you? 
 
You also don't know who you are, 
the buddha also does not know who he is 
 
-- then what is the difference? 
 
He is not bothered by it. 
 
He laughs at it, 
he takes it for granted that life is a mystery. 
 
There is no question 
and 
there is no answer.
 
 
 
Life is not a question-answer game. 
 
It is not a puzzle to be solved, 
it is a mystery to be lived.
 
 
 
"Pa, I wanna go to college," 
 
said Leon.
 
"Do you know what is what?"
 
"Huh?"
 
"Do you know what is what? 
Go into the bathroom 
and think for a few minutes, 
and if you find out what is what, 
I send you to college."
 
Leon went into the bathroom, 
thought a few minutes, 
came out and said, 
 
"Pa, I don't know what is what."
 
"Sure you don't know what is what. 
Go out and get yourself a job 
and when you find out what is what 
I send you to college."
 
Leon left, went to a nearby bar, and began drinking. 
 
He met Alice, a blonde sitting at the bar. 
 
Soon they wound up at her apartment. 
After a few drinks she said, 
 
"Excuse me while I slip into something more comfortable."
 
Alice returned a few moments later, 
completely nude. 
Leon looked at her and said, 
 
"What is this?"
 
"What is what?"
 
"If I knew what's what I would be in college, not here."
 
 
 
Now you tell me what is what. 
 
This is a koan. 
 
This Leon's pa must have been a Zen master: 
what is what.
 
 
 
Now you are asking, "Who am I?" 
 
You are yourself, 
you are you. 
 
To ask, "Who am I?" means 
you are asking for some identity, 
whether "I am A or B or C or D." 
 
You are simply yourself! 
 
You cannot be A, 
you cannot be B, 
you cannot be C. 
 
You are just yourself, 
you are nothing else. 
 
So there is no way to answer it.
 
Then why is this question given to you? 
 
This question is given to you so that it can destroy; 
it is like a hammer, 
it can destroy all your old identities. 
 
 
 
For example, 
you think, "My name is Ram, so I am Ram." 
 
When you ask, "Who am I?" 
the question will arise, 
 
"What about Ram? I am Ram!" 
 
But you can see that that is only a name; 
it is not your reality, 
it is a given name from the outside. 
 
Your parents had to call you something: 
they called you "Ram." 
 
They could have called you "Rahim," 
they could have given you any name, 
and any name would have been as relevant as Ram, 
because you are a nameless reality. 
 
So asking, "Who am I?" 
you will forget this identity with Ram.
 
Then deep down somebody says, 
"I am a Jaina," 
"I am a Hindu," 
"I am a Jew." 
 
That too is an accidental identity 
-- accidents of birth -- 
you are not it. 
 
How can you be a Jew?
 
What does it mean to be a Jew or a Hindu? 
 
Just that you have been brought up by Hindus or Jews, that's all. 
 
If a Jewish child is taken away from his home 
and is brought up by Hindus 
he will never come to know, 
never will dream that he is a Jew. 
 
Although born of Jewish parents he will never become aware of it 
-- unless he is told. 
 
He will think that he is a Hindu. 
 
He may even fight for Hinduism with a Jew, 
he may kill a Jew for the sake of Hinduism, 
not knowing at all that he himself is a Jew.
 
 
 
Now in India there are millions of Christians. 
 
They think they are Christians, 
but they have always lived here; 
their parents were Hindus, 
their parents' parents were Hindus. 
 
For centuries they have been Hindus! 
 
Now they have been bribed, persuaded, convinced, converted, 
and they have become Christians. 
 
They can kill Hindus; 
if the need arises they can fight.
 
 
 
There are millions of Mohammedans in India; 
they have all been converted forcibly. 
 
At least Christians have been persuaded sophisticatedly 
 
-- but millions of Hindus have been forced at the point of daggers. 
 
The choice was: 
"You can live as a Mohammedan or you have to die." 
 
And who wants to die? 
 
Lust for life is so deep that it is better to live, 
even if you have to live as a Mohammedan it's okay. 
 
Now those millions of Mohammedans who live in India basically have the blood of Hindus. 
 
But they can kill Hindus 
-- they have been killing -- 
 
and they are being killed by Hindus. 
 
Hindus are killing their own children; 
now they are called Mohammedans. 
 
Just change the label... 
 
and such a great change happens just by changing the label.
 
 
 
When you ask, "Who am I?" 
you will come across that point. 
 
You will see that you are neither a Mohammedan nor a Hindu nor a Christian; 
 
these are accidents of birth, upbringing. 
 
If you have been born in Russia 
you would not have been either Hindu, Christian or Mohammedan; 
 
you would have been a communist, a practicing communist 
-- just as you are a practicing Catholic now. 
 
You would have denied God, 
you would have denied prayer, 
you would have denied the whole religion
-- because the state is powerful, 
and nobody wants to go against the state; 
it is dangerous.
 
 
 
The state has never been so powerful as it is in Russia today. 
 
The individual has never been reduced to such impotence as he has been in communist countries. 
 
He cannot pray according to his own choice, 
he cannot go to the church 
or to the temple according to his own will; 
 
the state decides everything. 
 
If the state says, "This is so," this is so. 
You cannot defy the state, 
otherwise the consequences are great. 
 
You will be thrown into imprisonment or sent to Siberia or you may be simply killed. 
 
Or, even more dangerous, 
you may be forced to live in a mental hospital where you will be given electric shocks, insulin shocks; 
you can be declared to be mad. 
 
If you are not communist in Russia you can be declared insane. 
 
And you are absolutely helpless; 
 
if the doctors say you are insane, 
you are insane. 
 
There is no way to fight with them.
 
 
 
Mulla Nasruddin was dying, on his deathbed, almost in a coma. 
 
The doctor came to see him. 
 
The doctor was drunk; 
he took his pulse 
but could not find any pulse 
because he was holding the hand in the wrong way. 
 
He looked at Nasruddin's face and said to his wife, 
 
"I'm sorry to say it, 
but your husband is dead."
 
At that very moment, 
Nasruddin opened his eyes and said, 
 
"What! I am alive!"
 
The wife said, 
 
"You keep quiet. 
He knows better, he is a doctor, an M.D., Ph.D., F.R.C.S. 
You have some nerve to deny an authority! 
Keep quiet!"
 
 
 
That's how it is in Soviet Russia: 
if the psychologist says you are insane, 
you are insane. 
 
You know you are not, 
but you are utterly helpless; 
the monster of the state is so huge, 
and you are caught in the teeth of the monster. 
 
If you were born in Russia 
you would not be Catholic, 
you would not be Protestant, 
you would not be Hindu, 
you would not be Mohammedan.
 
 
 
When you meditate on "Who am I?" 
you will come across this point, 
and it will dissolve. 
 
And the deeper you will go... 
then deeper questions will come: 
first sociological, theological, then biological. 
 
You have a man's body or a woman's body: 
the question will arise, 
 
"Am I a man or a woman?" 
 
The consciousness is neither. 
 
The consciousness cannot be male or female. 
 
The consciousness is simply consciousness; 
it is just the capacity of being a witness. 
 
Soon you will pass that barrier too; 
you will forget that you are man or woman.
 
And so on, so forth. 
 
When all the old identities are dropped, 
nothing remains, 
only the question resounds in the silence: 
"Who am I?" 
 
The question cannot go on, on its own; 
it needs some answers, 
otherwise it cannot persist. 
 
A point comes when asking becomes absurd... 
the question also evaporates. 
 
That is the moment which is called self-knowing -- ATMAGYAN. 
 
That is the moment when, 
without receiving any answer, 
you simply know, you feel, who you are.
 
Prem Gyanam, go on inquiring. 
 
A few dark clouds have disappeared from your being: feel grateful. 
 
There are many more; 
they all have to disappear. 
 
These are all dark clouds 
-- Catholic, Protestant, Christian, Hindu, Mohammedan, Jaina, Buddhist, communist. 
 
These are all dark clouds 
-- Indian, Chinese, Japanese, German, English. 
 
These are all dark clouds 
-- white, black, man, woman, beautiful, ugly, intelligent, stupid. 
 
These are ALL dark clouds! 
 
Anything that you can become identified with is a dark cloud.
 
Let them all go. 
 
The beginning has happened. 
 
But don't be in a hurry and don't wait for any answer
-- there is none. 
 
When all questions and all answers have been left behind 
and you are alone, totally alone, 
absolutely silent, 
knowing nothing, 
no content, 
no object to know
-- that purity of consciousness, 
that pure sky of consciousness, 
that's what you are.
 
 
 
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The last question:
Question 4
BELOVED MASTER,
WHAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MASTERY OVER THE SELF AND CONTROL?
 
 
 
Divya, they are contraries. 
 
Mastery over the self has no self in it; 
 
it is utterly selfless. 
 
Mastery is there, 
but there is no self to master; 
 
there is nothing to master or to be mastered, 
there is only pure consciousness. 
 
In that purity you are part of God; 
in that purity you are the lord of existence itself. 
 
But there is no self.
 
 
 
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When we say "self-mastery" 
we are using a wrong language. 
 
But nothing can be done 
because all language is wrong at those heights; 
in those moments of plenitude no word is adequate. 
 
 
 
In control there is self. 
 
In control there is more self than ever. 
 
 
 
The uncontrolled person has not that much self, that much ego 
 
-- how can he have? 
 
He knows his weaknesses.
 
 
 
That's why you will come across a very strange phenomenon: 
your so-called saints are more egoistic than the sinners. 
 
The sinners are more human, more humble; 
 
the saints are almost inhuman because of their control 
-- they think they are suprahuman. 
 
Because they can control their instincts, 
they can go on long fasts, 
they can remain sexually starved for years or for their whole life, 
they can remain awake for days together, not a single moment's sleep 
 
-- because they can have such control 
over the body, 
over the mind, 
it naturally gives them a great ego. 
 
It feeds their idea that, 
"I am somebody special." 
 
It nourishes their disease.
 
 
 
The sinner is more humble. 
 
He has to be; 
he knows he cannot control anything. 
 
When anger comes he becomes angry. 
When love comes he becomes love. 
When sadness comes he becomes sad. 
 
He has no control over his emotions. 
 
When he is hungry he is ready to do anything to get food; 
even if he has to steal he will do it. 
He will find every possible way.
 
 
 
A famous Sufi story:
 
Mulla Nasruddin and two other saints went for a pilgrimage to Mecca. 
 
They were passing through a village, 
it was the last phase of their journey. 
 
Their money was almost finished; 
just a little bit was left. 
 
They purchased a certain sweet called halva, 
but it was not enough for all the three 
and they were too hungry. 
 
What to do?
 
-- and they were not even ready to divide it 
because then it will not fulfill anybody's hunger. 
 
So everybody started bragging about himself that, 
 
"I am more important to existence, 
so my life has to be saved."
 
The first saint said, 
 
"I have been fasting, 
I have been praying for so many years; 
nobody here present is more religious and holy than I am. 
And God wants me to be saved, 
so the halva has to be given to me."
 
The second saint said, 
 
"Yes, I know, you are a man of great austerities, 
but I am a great scholar. 
I have studied all the scriptures, 
my whole life I have devoted in the service of knowledge. 
And the world does not need people who can fast. 
What can you do? 
-- you can only fast. 
You can fast in heaven! 
The world needs knowledge. 
The world is so ignorant that it cannot afford to miss me. 
The halva has to be given to me."
 
Mulla Nasruddin said, 
 
"I am not an ascetic, 
so I cannot claim any self-control. 
 
I am not a great knowledgeable person either, 
so that too I cannot claim. 
 
I am an ordinary sinner, 
and I have heard that God is always compassionate to the sinners. 
 
The halva belongs to me."
 
They could not come to any conclusion. 
 
Finally they decided that, 
 
"We all three should sleep without eating the halva, 
and let God decide himself. 
So whosoever is given the best dream by God, 
in the morning that dream will be decisive."
 
In the morning the saint said, 
 
"Nobody can compete with me anymore. 
Give me the halva 
-- because in the dream I kissed God's feet. 
That is the ultimate that one can hope -- 
what greater experience can there be?"
 
The pundit, the scholar, the knowledgeable person laughed and he said, 
 
"That is nothing
-- because God hugged me and kissed me! 
You kissed his feet? 
He kissed ME and hugged me! 
Where is the halva? 
It belongs to me."
 
They looked at Nasruddin and asked, 
 
"What dream did you have?"
 
Nasruddin said, 
 
"I am a poor sinner, my dream was very ordinary 
-- very ordinary, not worth even telling. 
 
But because you insist and because we have agreed, 
I will tell you. 
In my sleep God appeared and he said,
 
'You fool! 
What are you doing? 
Eat the halva!' 
 
So I have eaten it 
-- because how can I deny his order? 
 
There is no halva left now!"
 
 
 
Self-control gives you the subtlest ego. 
Self-control has more self in it than anything else. 
 
 
 
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But self-mastery is a totally different phenomenon; 
it has no self in it. 
 
Control is cultivated, practiced; 
with great effort you have to manage it. 
 
It is a long struggle, 
then you arrive at it. 
 
Mastery is not a cultivated thing, 
it is not to be practiced. 
 
Mastery is nothing but understanding. 
 
It is not control at all.
 
 
 
For example, 
you can control anger, 
you can repress it, 
you can sit on top of it. 
 
Nobody will ever know what you have done, 
and you will always be praised by people that in such a situation where anybody would have become angry, 
you remained so calm and collected and cool. 
 
But you know that all that calmness and coolness was on the surface
deep down you were boiling, 
deep down there was fire, 
 
but you repressed it in the unconscious, 
you forced it deep down into your unconscious 
and you sat upon it like a volcano, 
and you are still sitting on it.
 
The man of control is the man of repression. 
He goes on repressing. 
 
Because he goes on repressing, 
he goes on accumulating all that is wrong. 
 
His whole life becomes a junkyard. 
 
Sooner or later, and it is going to be sooner than later, the volcano explodes 
-- because there is only a certain limit you can contain. 
 
You repress anger, 
you repress sex, 
you repress all kinds of desires, longings 
 
-- how long can you go on repressing? 
 
You can contain only so much, 
then one day it is more than you can control: 
it explodes.
 
Your so-called saints, men of self-control, 
can be provoked very easily. 
 
Just scratch a little, just scratch, 
and you will be surprised: 
the animal comes up immediately. 
 
Their saintliness is not even skin-deep; 
they are carrying many demons in them, 
they are somehow managing. 
 
And their life is a life of misery, 
because it is a life of constant struggle. 
 
They are neurotic people 
and they are on the verge of insanity, always on the verge. 
 
Any small thing can just prove the last straw on the camel. 
 
They are not religious in my vision of life.
 
 
 
The religious man controls nothing, 
the religious man represses nothing. 
 
The religious man understands, 
tries to understand, 
not to control. 
 
He becomes more meditative: 
he watches 
his anger, 
his sex, 
his greed, 
his jealousy, 
his possessiveness. 
 
He watches all these poisonous things that surround you. 
 
He simply watches, 
tries to understand what anger is, 
and in that very understanding he transcends. 
 
He becomes a witness, 
and in his witnessing the anger melts 
as if the sun has risen and the snow has started melting.
 
Understanding brings a certain warmth; 
it is a sunrise inside you 
and the ice starts melting around you. 
 
It is like a flame inside you 
and darkness starts disappearing.
 
 
 
The man of understanding, meditation, 
is not a man of control 
-- just the opposite. 
 
He is a watcher. 
 
 
 
And if you want to watch
you have to be absolutely nonjudgmental. 
 
The man who controls is judgmental, 
continuously condemning,
 
"This is wrong"; 
 
continuously praising,
 
"This is good, this is evil, 
this will lead to hell, 
this will lead to heaven." 
 
He is constantly 
judging, 
condemning, 
praising, 
choosing. 
 
 
 
The man of control lives in choice, 
 
and the man of understanding lives in choicelessness.
 
 
 
It is choiceless awareness that brings real transformation. 
 
And because nothing is repressed, 
no ego arises, 
no self arises. 
 
And because understanding is a subjective, 
interior phenomenon, 
nobody knows about it, 
nobody can see it except you. 
 
 
 
And ego comes from the outside, 
from other people, 
what they say about you: 
it is their opinion about you which creates the ego. 
 
They say you are intelligent, 
they say you are so saintly, 
they say you are so pious 
-- and naturally you feel great. 
 
Ego is from the outside. 
 
It is given by others to you. 
 
Of course, they say one thing in front of you 
and they say something else, 
just the opposite, 
behind your back.
 
 
 
Sigmund Freud used to say that even if for twenty-four hours we decide that every person on the earth will say only the truth, 
ONLY the truth, 
then all friendship will disappear, 
all love affairs will dissolve, 
all marriages will go down the drain. 
 
If a decision is taken that the whole humanity will practice only truth 
and nothing else only for twenty-four hours.... 
 
When a guest knocks on your door you will not say, 
 
"Come in, welcome, 
I was just waiting for you. 
How long it has been that I have not seen you! 
How long I have suffered. 
Where have you been? 
You make my heart throb with joy." 
 
You will say the truth that you are feeling. 
 
You will say, 
 
"So this son-of-a-bitch has come again! 
Now, how to get rid of this bastard?" 
 
That is deep inside, that you are controlling. 
 
You will say it to somebody else behind the back.
 
 
 
You watch yourself, 
what you say to people to their face 
and what you say behind their back. 
 
What you say behind the back is far truer, 
closer to your feeling, 
than what you say to the face. 
 
But ego depends on what people say to you, 
and it is very fragile 
-- so fragile that on each ego it is written: 
Handle with Care.
 
 
 
Pieracki, a Polack, Odum, 
a black, and Alvarez, a Mexican, 
were out of work and living together. 
 
Pieracki came home one night and announced he had got a job. 
 
"Hey, fellas, wake me up tomorrow at six," 
 
he said. 
 
"I have to be at work by six-thirty!"
 
While Pieracki slept, Odum said to Alvarez, 
 
"He got a job because he is white. 
We can't get one because I am black and you are brown."
 
So during the night they put shoeblack all over Pieracki. 
Then they agreed to wake him late.
 
Next morning when Pieracki arrived at work, the foreman said, 
 
"Who are you?"
 
"You hired me yesterday," 
 
he replied. 
 
"You told me to be here at six-thirty!"
 
"I hired a white man -- you're black!"
 
"I'm not!"
 
"Yes, you are! Go and look in the mirror!"
 
The Polack rushed over to the mirror, 
looked at himself and exclaimed, 
 
"My God! They woke up the wrong man!"
 
 
 
Your ego depends on mirrors. 
 
And every relationship functions as a mirror, 
every person you meet functions as a mirror, 
and this ego goes on controlling.
 
 
 
And why does it control in the first place, Divya? 
 
It controls 
because the society appreciates control, 
because the society gives you more ego if you control. 
 
If you follow the ideas of the society, 
their morality, 
their puritanism, 
their ideas of holiness, 
it praises you more and more. 
 
More and more people come to pay respect to you; 
your ego goes higher and higher, soars higher.
 
 
 
But remember, 
ego will never bring any transformation to you. 
 
Ego is the most unconscious phenomenon that is happening in you; 
 
it will make you more and more unconscious. 
 
And the person who lives through the ego is almost drunk with it; 
he is not in his senses.
 
 
 
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Fernando was getting married. 
There was a big wedding feast 
and the wine flowed like water. 
Things were going fine until Fernando couldn't find his beautiful bride.
 
After looking over the guests, 
he found his pal, Luis, was also missing.
 
Fernando started searching the premises. 
He looked into the bridal chamber and discovered Luis making love to his bride. 
 
Fernando closed the door softly, 
and crept down the stairs to his guests.
 
"Queek! Queek! Everybody come look!" 
 
he shouted. 
 
"Luis ees so drunk he theenk he ees me!"
 
 
 
The ego keeps you almost in a drunken state. 
 
You don't know who you are 
because you believe what others say about you. 
 
And you don't know who others are 
because you believe what others say about others. 
 
This is a very make-believe illusory world in which we live.
 
 
 
Wake up! 
 
Become more conscious. 
 
By becoming conscious you will become a master of your own being. 
 
 
 
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Mastery knows nothing of self, 
and the self knows nothing of mastery. 
 
 
 
Let that be absolutely clear to you.
 
And, Divya, 
my teaching is not for self-control, self-discipline. 
 
My teaching is for self-awareness, self-transformation. 
 
I would like you to become as vast as the sky
-- because that's what really you are.
 
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Enough for today.
 
 
 
Continue to The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 4 chapter 1 ‘Better than a hundred years’…
 
 
 
from osho talks
 
The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 3
 
Talks given from 11/08/79 am to 21/08/79 am
English Discourse series
 
chapter 10 : Vast as the sky
 
21 August 1979 am in Buddha Hall
 
If you would like to read it in PDF,
there is a free download of this all osho discourses from OSHO RAJNEESH,
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about subtle body and chakra
yoga : the alpha and the omega, vol 9 ch1
 
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osho transformation tarot “sex”
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http://oshosamadhi.hatenadiary.com/entry/2018/01/10/110155
 
 
 
In this blog, I also shared osho discourse of 
the Tao's 'The secret of the Golden Flower
黄金の華の秘密(太乙金華宗旨)'
and 'The Tao Te Ching 道徳経' by Lao Tzu 老子.
These two show you the way to the enlightenment.
 
If you are interested
please take a look and enjoy!
 
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The secret of the Golden Flower
黄金の華の秘密(太乙金華宗旨)
 
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The Tao Te Ching 
道徳経 by Lao Tzu 老子
 
 
 
beloved osho
beloved gautam buddha 
beloved all enlightened masters
beloved all
 
 
 
”The last word of Buddha was, sammasati. 
Remember that you are a buddha – sammasati.”
 
 
 
sammasati
It means right remembrance.
 
 
 
meditation & love
 
 
 
osho samadhi समाधिः
 
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