'And in no-mind you will know the ultimate truth, DHAMMA.
And moving from mind to no-mind is the step, PADA.
And this is the whole secret of THE DHAMMAPADA.'
ch2 : The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 3
chapter 2
A watcher on the hills
13 August 1979 am in Buddha Hall
The first question:
Question 1
BELOVED MASTER,
COULD YOU TALK ABOUT TRUST?
WHENEVER I TRUST,
WHATEVER HAPPENS IS BEAUTIFUL;
WHEN DOUBT ARISES, I AM IN PAIN.
JUST THE FACT OF TRUSTING YOU, OR LIFE, OR SOMEBODY, IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FEEL LIGHT, HAPPY.
WHY THEN DO I STILL DOUBT?
Prem Isabel, it is one of the most fundamental questions of life.
The question is not only about trust and doubt:
the question is rooted in the duality of the mind.
It is so with love and hate,
it is so with body and soul,
it is so with this world and the other world.
Mind cannot see the one.
The very process of mind divides reality into polar opposites
-- and reality is one,
reality is not two,
reality is not many.
It is not a multiverse,
it is a universe.
It is an organic whole, this existence.
But the mind basically functions by dividing,
the mind functions like a prism;
immediately it is divided into seven colors.
Before passing the prism it was simply white, pure white;
after the prism it is the whole rainbow.
Mind divides reality into two.
And those two are bound to be always together,
because in existence itself they are indivisible.
Only in mind,
only in your thought,
the division exists.
Prem Isabel, you say,
"Could you talk more about trust?
Whenever I trust, whatever happens is beautiful...."
But your trust is nothing but the other pole of doubt;
it cannot exist without doubt.
Your trust is simply an antidote to doubt.
If doubt really disappears, where will your trust be?
What need will there be of trust?
If there is no doubt then there is no trust either.
And you are afraid to lose trust,
you cling to trust.
In clinging to trust you are clinging to doubt too, remember.
You can have both,
but you can't have one.
Either you have to drop both
or
you have to go on keeping both;
they are indivisible,
two sides of the same coin.
How can you avoid the other side?
It will always be there.
You may not look at it,
that makes no difference.
But sooner or later you will have to look at it.
Another part of mind is:
it gets bored with anything very soon.
So if you are in trust,
soon it gets bored with it.
Yes, it is beautiful,
but only in the beginning.
Soon the mind starts hankering
for something new,
for something different,
for a change.
Then there is doubt,
and doubt hurts;
again you start moving towards trust,
and trust becomes boring,
and you have to fall into the trap of doubt....
This way one goes on like a pendulum of a clock:
right, left,
right, left,
one goes on moving.
You will have to understand that
there IS a trust totally different from
what you have known up to now about trust.
I am talking about that trust.
The distinction is very delicate and subtle,
because both the words are the same.
I have to use the language that you use.
I cannot create a new language;
it will be useless
because you won't understand it.
I cannot go on using your language in the same sense you use it,
because then it will also be useless:
I will not be able to express my experience,
which is beyond your language.
So I have to find a middle point;
I have to use your language, your words, with new meanings.
That compromise is bound to be there.
All the buddhas had to do that much.
I use your words with my meanings.
Hence, be very alert:
when I say 'trust' what I mean is totally different from what YOU mean when you use the same word.
When I say 'trust' I mean absence of the duality of doubt and trust.
When I say 'love' I mean absence of the duality of love and hate.
When you use the word 'trust' it means the other side of doubt;
when you use 'love' it means the other side of hate.
But then you are caught in a duality, in a double bind.
And you will be crushed between the two;
your whole life will become a life of anguish.
You know trust is beautiful,
but doubt arises
because your trust is not beyond doubt.
Your trust is AGAINST doubt,
but not beyond.
My trust is a transcendence;
it is beyond.
But to be beyond you have to remember:
both have to be left behind.
You can't choose.
Your trust is a choice against doubt;
my trust is a choiceless awareness.
In fact, I should not use the word 'trust';
it confuses you.
But then what to do?
What other word to use for it?
All words will confuse you.
I should not be speaking really,
but you will not be able to understand the silence either.
I am speaking in order to help you to become silent.
My message can be delivered only in silence.
Only in silence, the communion....
But before it becomes possible,
I have to communicate to you,
persuade you for it.
That can be done only through your words.
But one thing, if remembered, will be of immense help:
I use your words, but with my own meanings
-- don't forget my meanings.
Go beyond doubt and trust,
then you will have a new taste of trust
-- which knows nothing of doubt,
which is absolutely innocent.
Go beyond both,
then simply YOU are left,
your consciousness, without any content.
And that's what meditation is all about.
Trust is meditation.
Don't repress your doubt!
That's what you go on doing.
When you listen about the beauties of trust,
the wonders of trust,
the miracles of trust,
a great longing,
a great desire,
a great greed arises in you to attain it.
And then you start repressing doubt;
you go on throwing doubt deep into the unconscious so that you need not encounter it.
But it is there.
And the deeper it is,
the more dangerous it is,
because it will manipulate you from the background.
You will not be able to see it,
and it will go on influencing your life.
Your doubt will be more potent in the unconscious than in the conscious.
Hence, I say
it is better to be a doubter,
it is better to be skeptical knowingly, consciously,
than to be a believer and unknowingly,
unconsciously remaining a doubter.
All believers doubt,
hence they are so much afraid of losing their trust.
Their trust is poor,
their trust is impotent.
Hindus are afraid of reading the scriptures of the Buddhists,
the Buddhists are afraid of reading the scriptures of the Christians,
the Christians are afraid of reading the scriptures of other religions.
The atheist is afraid to listen to the mystic,
the theist is afraid of listening to the atheist.
From where does all this fear come?
Not from the other:
it comes from your unconscious.
You know perfectly well
-- how can you avoid knowing it?
You may like to forget, but you cannot
-- it is there!
Vaguely you always feel it,
the doubt is there,
and anybody can provoke it.
It may have become dormant,
it can become active again;
hence the fear of listening to something that goes against your belief.
All believers live with closed eyes and closed ears and closed hearts
-- they have to,
because the moment they open their eyes there is fear.
Who knows what they are going to see?
It may affect their belief.
They cannot listen,
they cannot AFFORD to listen,
because something may go deep into the unconscious
and the unconscious may be stirred.
And it is with great difficulty that they have been able to control it.
But this controlled doubt,
this repressed doubt,
is going to take vengeance,
it is going to take revenge sooner or later.
It will wait for an opportunity to assert itself.
And it is growing stronger and stronger inside you.
Soon it will throw your conscious belief systems.
That's why it is so easy to change people
from Hindus to Mohammedans,
from Mohammedans to Christians,
from Christians to Hindus
-- it is so easy.
Before the Russian revolution, just sixty years ago,
the whole of Russia was religious
-- in fact one of the most religious countries.
Then what happened?
Just the revolution!
The communists came in power,
and within ten years all that religiousness evaporated.
People became atheistic
because now they were taught in the schools, colleges, universities, everywhere,
that there is no God,
that there is no soul.
They used to believe in God,
now they started believing in no-God!
They used to believe before,
they are STILL believing.
Before doubt was repressed,
now trust is repressed.
Sooner or later
Russia is going to go through another revolution
-- when trust will come up again
and doubt will be thrown back into the unconscious.
But it is all the same!
You are moving in circles.
In India, you are great religious people.
It is all rubbish.
Your so-called religion is nothing but repressed doubt.
And that is so in other countries too.
This is not the way of inner transformation
-- repression is never the way of revolution.
Understanding, not repression:
try to understand your no,
and try to understand your yes,
and then you will see
they are not separate,
they are inseparable.
What meaning can yes have
if the word no disappears from languages?
What meaning can no have
if you don't know anything about yes?
They are bound together, married together,
they cannot be divorced.
But there is a transcendence.
There is no need to divorce them,
there is no need to separate them
-- don't try the impossible.
Go beyond.
Just watch both.
This is my suggestion, Isabel:
Watch when doubt arises,
don't get identified with it.
Don't get disturbed,
there is nothing to be disturbed about!
Doubt is there
-- you are watching it,
you are not it.
You are just a mirror reflecting it.
And when trust arises there will be a little more difficulty in watching
because you say,
"Trust makes me so happy,
trust makes me feel so beautiful."
You will jump upon it,
you would like to become identified with it.
You would like to be known
as one who trusts,
as one who has faith.
But then you will never get out of the vicious circle.
Watch trust too.
And the deeper your watching becomes...
you will be surprised:
looking deep into doubt
you will find the other side is trust
-- as if the coin becomes transparent
and you can see this side
and you can also see the other side.
Then watching trust you will be able to see doubt hiding behind it.
That moment is of great realization:
when seeing that doubt is trust,
that trust is doubt,
you become free from both.
Suddenly a transcendence!
You are no longer attached to either,
your bondage is finished.
You are no longer caught in the duality,
and when you are no longer caught in duality,
you are not part of the mind at all
-- mind is left far behind.
You are simply a pure consciousness.
And to know pure consciousness is to know
real beauty,
real blessing,
real benediction.
If you want to call that state "trust,"
then you will be understanding my language.
I call that state trust which knows nothing of doubt,
not even a shadow of doubt.
But of course I am using language in such a way that no linguist will agree with.
But that's how it has always been.
The mystic has something to say to you which cannot be said.
And the mystic has to communicate to you something which is incommunicable.
The problem for the mystic is: what to do?
He has something,
and it is so much that he would like to share it
-- he has to share it.
Sharing is inevitable,
it cannot be avoided.
It is like a cloud full of rainwater:
it has to rain,
it has to shower.
It is like a flower full of fragrance:
the fragrance has to be released to the winds.
It is like a lamp in the dark night
-- the light has to dispel the darkness.
Whenever someone becomes enlightened,
he becomes a cloud full of rainwater.
Buddha has called the man of enlightenment one who has attained
MEGHASAMADHI
-- MEGHA means cloud,
SAMADHI means the ultimate consciousness:
one who has attained the cloud of ultimate consciousness.
Why does he use the word 'cloud'?
-- because of this intrinsic necessity to shower.
A man who is enlightened becomes a flower which has opened.
The mystics in the East have called
the ultimate opening
of your heart,
of your being,
of your consciousness,
SAHASRAR
-- one-thousand-petaled lotus.
When this one-thousand-petaled lotus opens,
how can you avoid sharing your fragrance?
It is natural, spontaneous;
it starts spreading into the winds.
A buddha is a man whose heart is full of light;
a buddha is one who has become a flame,
an eternal flame which cannot be extinguished.
Now it is bound to dispel darkness.
But the problem is:
how to give the message?
You have a language which is based on duality
and he has an experience which is rooted in non-duality.
You are on the earth,
he is in the sky.
The distance is infinite...
but it has to be bridged.
And you cannot bridge it,
only a buddha can bridge it.
You know nothing of the sky,
you know nothing of
that inexpressible experience,
that ineffable experience.
But he knows both!
He knows your darkness
because he has lived in that darkness himself.
He knows your misery
because he has passed through it
and he knows now the bliss of ultimate attainment.
Now he knows what God is.
Only he can manage to bridge,
only he can manage to create some links between you and him.
Language is the most important link between humanity and the buddha.
In fact, language is the most distinctive characteristic of human beings;
no other animals use language.
Man is man because of language.
Hence, language cannot be avoided,
it has to be used
-- but it has to be used in such a way that
you are constantly reminded that it has to be dropped,
and the sooner the better.
Isabel, drop both
doubt and trust,
belief and unbelief,
skepticism and faith
-- drop both!
And then see something new arising in you which is not trust in the old sense
-- because it has no doubt in it --
which is trust in a totally new meaning,
with a totally new texture.
That's what I am talking about,
that's what I call trust
-- trust which is beyond doubt and your trust,
beyond both,
whatsoever you have known up to now.
There is a light which is neither your darkness nor your light,
and there is a consciousness which is neither your unconscious nor your conscious.
What Sigmund Freud and Carl Gustav Jung called conscious, unconscious, are parts of your mind.
When Buddha talks about consciousness
he is not talking in the same sense as Freud and Jung
-- his consciousness is the witnessing consciousness,
which witnesses the consciousness of Freud
and the unconsciousness of Freud.
Learn to become more of a witness,
create more watchfulness.
Let each act, each thought, be seen.
Don't become identified with it;
remain aloof,
distant,
far away,
a watcher on the hills.
Then one day you will be showered with infinite bliss.
The second question:
Question 2
BELOVED MASTER,
STRONGER AND STRONGER THE FEELING ARISES IN ME THAT THERE IS AN ABSOLUTE CONNECTION BETWEEN EGO AND NO,
AND BETWEEN LOVE AND YES,
AND THAT LOVE CANNOT SAY NO;
ONLY PSEUDO LOVE WHICH IS FROM THE EGO CAN SAY NO;
AND THAT EGO CANNOT SAY YES
-- EGO CAN ONLY SAY A PSEUDO YES WHICH IS HYPOCRISY.
YET MY MIND DOUBTS, OBJECTS TO THE SIMPLICITY OF THIS UNDERSTANDING.
Veet Chitten, the first thing to be understood is that truth is always simple.
It has no complexity in it.
That's why the knowledgeable person goes on missing it.
Jesus says:
Unless you are like small children you will not enter into my kingdom of God.
Truth must be very simple.
If only children can understand it,
then it can't be complex.
Truth simply is.
That "isness" may create a great wonder in your heart,
it may mystify you
-- but it mystifies you
because of its simplicity,
because of its obviousness.
It may create great awe in you
but that awe is not of complexity.
If truth was complex then philosophers would have discovered it long before,
because they are experts in complexity.
They have not been able to discover it yet.
And they will never be able to discover it.
Their very search is in a wrong direction.
They have assumed that truth is complex from the very beginning
-- they never doubt the basic assumption --
and they are rushing behind their own complex minds.
And the more they go into the mind and think and argue,
the more complex the whole thing appears to be.
Science cannot find truth
because science also wants things to be complex.
Why do science and philosophy want things to be complex?
Science is only an offshoot of philosophy.
Even today in the university of Oxford, the department of physics is called the
"Department of Natural Philosophy."
Science is an offshoot of philosophy;
that's why we still go on giving Ph.D.s to scientists
Ph.D. in physics,
Ph.D. in mathematics --
but Ph.D. means doctor of philosophy.
In the ancient days there was only philosophy,
then slowly slowly a part of philosophy became more and more experimental,
and that part became science.
Science can function only if something is complex.
Why?
-- because the complex can be
divided,
analyzed,
dissected.
The greatest difficulty with the simple is
it cannot be dissected,
it has no parts to dissect.
If you ask a complex question the scientist can answer it;
but if you ask a simple question, a very simple question,
then the trouble arises.
If you ask,
"How many stars are there?"
the scientist can answer.
But if you ask,
"Why does arithmetic have only basically ten numbers,
from the first to the tenth,
then again the same thing is repeated:
eleven, twelve, thirteen...?
The basic digits are ten.
Why?
Why ten?
Why not seven?
Why not five?
Why not three?"
Then the scientist is at a loss.
He will shrug his shoulders.
He cannot answer it
-- because the answer is so simple that to say it looks absurd.
Arithmetic has ten digits
because you have ten fingers!
And primitive people used to count on the fingers,
so ten digits became the fundamental thing.
It has nothing scientific about it
-- just a coincidence.
If you had eight fingers, or twelve fingers,
the whole mathematics would have been different.
It is not a necessity!
A great mathematician, Leibnitz, used only three digits:
one, two, three...
then four never comes.
Then comes ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen...
then fourteen never comes:
twenty.
And it worked well, perfectly well.
Albert Einstein even reduced it to two.
He said,
"Ten is superfluous
-- only two are necessary:
one, two... that will do!
You can count all the stars!"
The number ten is accidental,
but so are our many assumptions only accidental.
They don't depend on any fundamental law.
And if you ask a very simple question....
For example, G.E. Moore has asked,
"What is yellow?"
Now, no scientist can answer it,
no philosopher can answer it.
You can say at the most,
"Yellow is yellow"
-- but that is a tautology.
You are not saying anything new in it!
If yellow is yellow, what kind of answer is this?
We know yellow is yellow
-- but what IS yellow?
You can point to the yellow.
You can take the person
and you can show him these yellow flowers,
but he will say,
"That I know! They are yellow flowers.
My question is: what IS yellow?"
G.E. Moore, a great philosopher and logician of this age, concedes that it cannot be answered.
Why?
-- because it is so simple!
A simple question cannot be answered.
The simpler it is,
the more impossible it is to answer it.
Hence, Chitten, the first thing to be remembered is:
truth is simple.
That's why nobody has yet been able to say anything about it,
and all that has been said about it is superficial.
Lao Tzu insisted his whole life that he would not write anything about truth.
When finally he was forced to write
-- he was really forced to write...
that is the only great scripture which has been written at the point of a bayonet!
Lao Tzu was leaving China in his very old age...
and you can think of his old age,
because when he was born the story is he was eighty-two
-- when he was born!
So you can imagine how much older he must have been when he died.
He was already eighty-two when he was born!
A beautiful story, which simply says that he was so mature when he was born that he was a child but never childish.
And remember the distance and difference between a child and the one who is childish.
When Jesus says,
"Those who are like children..."
he is not talking about childish people;
he is talking about innocent people.
Lao Tzu must have been so innocent that the people who wrote about him could not write that he was only nine months old.
His innocence was so deep and so profound that it cannot be attained in only nine months;
hence they thought he was at least eighty-two years old.
He was born with white hair.
You can look at Paritosh:
he must have been born like Paritosh
-- pure white hair!
So when he was old
-- nobody knows how old,
people must have lost track of his age --
when he felt,
"Now it is time to leave the body,"
he started moving towards the Himalayas,
because there is no other place more beautiful to die.
Death should be a celebration!
Death should be in nature,
under the trees and the stars and the sun and the moon.
The whole life he had lived with people;
now he wanted to go back to nature,
and before he entered into the ultimate
he wanted to die amidst trees and mountains and virgin peaks.
But the king of the country ordered all the guards on all the boundaries,
"Don't allow Lao Tzu to escape.
Wherever he is caught, force him to write down his experiences,
because he has something invaluable
and we cannot allow this man to escape taking it with him."
He was caught at one of the posts and the policeman insisted,
"You have to write it down;
otherwise I will not allow you to leave the country."
So sitting in the policeman's hut,
and the policeman with his bayonet,
Lao Tzu wrote TAO TEH CHING.
The first sentence is:
"Truth cannot be said,
and that which can be said is not truth anymore."
No great scripture begins with such a beautiful sentence.
He is saying,
"If you have understood this sentence,
please don't read on."
He deceived the policeman.
How can a policeman understand what he is writing?
But he deceived.
The first statement simply states that there is no need to read any more:
if you have understood this you have understood all.
"The tao that can be said is no longer tao."
The moment you say it you falsify it.
Truth is so simple it cannot be uttered,
words are complex,
languages are complex.
Truth is so simple it can be indicated.
Hence Buddha says,
"Buddhas can only show you the way,"
and Zen masters say,
"Don't cling to our words
-- our words are nothing but fingers pointing to the moon."
And remember,
the fingers are not the moon!
The moon has nothing to do with fingers,
but you can only indicate.
Truth is so simple,
that's why the whole problem arises.
Chitten, you say,
"Yet my mind doubts,
objects to the simplicity of this understanding."
Yes, this happens:
when you start understanding simple truths
-- and ALL truths are simple --
the mind doubts.
The mind says,
"Things cannot be so simple."
The mind is really a very strange phenomenon.
You have a proverb
-- almost all the languages of the world have such proverbs --
which says:
It is too good to be true.
Too GOOD to be true?
As if truth and goodness are enemies!
You can't believe in the good,
you can't believe in the true.
You should change the proverb:
Too good to be untrue.
In the same way the mind says,
"Too simple to be true."
Change it:
"If it is not simple, it CANNOT be true."
Truth is simple;
hence innocence is needed,
not knowledge.
Hence a pure heart is needed,
not a mind full of information.
Hence love is needed,
not logic.
Truth IS simple.
The second thing to understand:
as a general statement your understanding is very close to the truth.
You say,
"Stronger and stronger the feeling arises in me that there is an absolute connection between ego and no."
Never use the word 'absolute',
avoid it as much as possible
-- because it is the word 'absolute' that creates fanatics.
Nobody has the absolute truth.
Truth is so vast!
All truths are bound to be relative.
It is the word 'absolute' that has dragged the whole of humanity into misery.
The Mohammedan thinks he has the absolute truth in the Koran;
he becomes blind.
The Christian thinks the absolute truth is in the Bible.
The Hindu thinks the absolute truth is in the Gita,
and so on, so forth.
And how can there be so many absolute truths?
Hence the conflict, quarrel, war, religious crusades, jihad:
"Kill others who are claiming that their truth is absolute -- OUR truth is absolute!"
Down the ages,
more murders,
more rapes,
more lootings,
have been done in the name of religion than in the name of anything else.
And the reason?
The reason is in the word 'absolute'.
Always remember:
whatsoever we know
and whatsoever we can ever know is bound to remain relative.
To remember it will give you compassion.
To remember it will make you liberal.
To remember it will make you more humane.
To remember it will help you to understand other viewpoints.
Truth is vast
-- simple but vast, as vast as the sky.
The whole universe contains it,
and the universe is unlimited, infinite.
How can you conceive of the whole truth?
How can you have the absolute truth in your hands?
But that is how the ego functions.
The ego is very tricky.
The moment you start feeling something true,
the ego immediately jumps in and says,
"Yes, this is the absolute truth."
It has closed your mind;
now no more truth will be available.
And the moment you assert,
"This is absolute,"
you have falsified it.
A man of truth is always relative.
If you had asked Mahavira,
"Is there a God?"
he would have said,
"Yes
-- but that is my first statement.
The second, no; that is my second statement.
And the third, yes and no both; that is my third statement."
And he would make seven statements,
and each statement would start with 'perhaps':
perhaps yes,
perhaps no,
perhaps both,
perhaps both not,
and so on, so forth.
Sevenfold logic!
What Mahavira did in the world of religion,
Albert Einstein did in the world of physics:
the theory of relativity.
These two names are very important,
their contribution is great.
Jainism could not spread for a single reason:
because you cannot create a religion on the base of 'perhaps'.
People want absolute truths,
people want to be fanatics,
people want to be believers.
They want to depend on somebody,
they want somebody authoritative.
Now, the moment you say perhaps,
they become disinterested in you.
Their mind says,
"This man does not know;
otherwise why should he say 'perhaps'?
If he knows, he knows;
if he does not know, he does not know.
What place is there for 'perhaps'?"
But Mahavira will not say yes or no,
because if you say yes it becomes absolute,
if you say no it becomes absolute.
The 'perhaps' is always there.
Why?
-- not because he does not know
but BECAUSE HE KNOWS,
hence the 'perhaps'.
Chitten, never use the word 'absolute'
-- avoid it.
It has been a calamity in the past;
in the future we have to avoid it.
Use 'perhaps' more.
Your statement would have been closer to the truth if you had said,
"Perhaps there is a connection between ego and no."
Of course it would not have sounded so strong;
'perhaps' makes it very diluted.
With 'absolute' it is more allopathic;
with 'perhaps' it becomes homeopathic, very dilute.
With 'perhaps' it can appeal only to people who understand.
With 'absolute' it is very appealing to fools, stupids, mediocres, the insane, pathological...
it is very appealing!
Doctor Harisingh Gaur, one of the great legal experts of the world, used to say to his students that,
"If you have the law in your favor, speak very silently, slowly, be mild, polite
-- because the law is in your favor, don't be worried.
But if the law is not in your favor,
then beat the table, speak loudly, with a strong voice.
Use words which create an atmosphere of certainty, absoluteness,
because the law is not in your favor.
You have to create an atmosphere as if the law is in your favor."
Whenever a man of truth speaks,
he speaks in a humble way,
he speaks in a simple way.
Avoid the word 'absolute';
it has been in the service of lies,
it has never served truth.
It has been murderous with truth,
poisonous as far as truth is concerned.
Better learn to use the word 'perhaps'.
Yes, with a 'perhaps' there is a connection between ego and no.
The ego feeds on no,
it is its nourishment.
The ego avoids saying yes as far as it can avoid.
If it has to say yes,
it says it very reluctantly,
because when you say no you assert your power;
no means you are somebody.
When you say yes you are no longer powerful,
you have surrendered
-- yes means surrender.
Hence we go on saying no even when it is not needed at all.
A child is asking his mother,
"Can I go outside and play on the lawn?"
and she says "No!"
Now, there is no need, not at all!
It is sunny,
it is green outside,
and flowers and butterflies...
and what is wrong for the child in going outside and playing in the sun?
Why should he remain in the closed room?
But the mother says no
-- not that knowingly she is saying no;
it is unconscious.
No comes easy.
No seems to be very natural, habitual, automatic.
And the children become very, very alert about it
--children are very perceptive,
they watch everything.
He will start creating a nuisance,
he will go into a tantrum.
He may start crying
or he may start throwing things
or he may start shouting
or he may do something which annoys the mother.
And sooner or later the mother is bound to say,
"Go out and play!"
And that's what he had asked in the first place!
And this is so with everybody:
the first thing that comes to your tongue is no.
It comes so immediately that there has not been time enough to ponder over it.
Yes you say only when you are forced to say it.
It comes very hard, it is so difficult
-- as if something is being snatched from you.
In a natural state, things will be just the opposite:
yes will come easy
and no will be difficult.
A man who goes deep in meditation will find the change happening:
yes will become easier and easier and easier,
and one day yes will be a simple response, spontaneous.
And no will become more and more difficult,
harder to say,
and even if one has to say no,
he will say it in such a way that it sounds like yes.
He will formulate it in such a way that it doesn't hurt the other's ego
-- because it is by hurting the other's ego that your ego feels good.
The ego IS violent.
The more you hurt others' egos,
the better you feel
-- you are higher,
you are superior.
With yes, all superiority disappears.
With yes, you simply dissolve.
So it has a truth in it, a very simple truth in it:
there IS a connection between ego and no,
and between love and yes.
But remember the 'perhaps';
if you make it absolute you may go wrong.
With 'absolute' everything goes wrong...
because sometimes love knows how to say no.
It is not an absolute thing that love will always say yes -- no.
Love can say no, too.
But the no that comes out of love is totally different from the no that comes out of ego.
Their qualities are different,
they exist on different planes.
When love says no,
it is not to hurt you,
it is to help you.
When love says no
it is full of love,
it has a poetry around it, not violence.
It is suffused with love.
And a man who always says yes
and has become incapable of saying no
-- even when it is needed,
his yes is mechanical --
his yes has lost all meaning.
It is like a gramophone record.
He simply says yes as a matter of course.
He need not even listen to what you are saying, his yes is inevitable.
A man had come to see Sigmund Freud.
Those were the days when Sigmund Freud was too much obsessed with the idea of sex;
everything was to be reduced to sex.
Just as Christianity for two thousand years had been repressing sex and was obsessed with sex, so was Sigmund Freud.
He was almost a saint!
If obsession with sex makes a person a saint, Sigmund Freud is a saint.
All the Christian saints have been obsessed with sex;
they have created a very repressive society, ugly, sick, nauseating.
Sigmund Freud is a revenge, a revenge of the unconscious;
he becomes the mouthpiece of the unconscious.
Now he was doing the same thing from the opposite end:
everything had to be reduced to sex.
A camel passed.
Freud and the man who had come to see him both looked outside the window.
Sigmund Freud asked the man
-- as he was always asking people --
"What are you reminded of, seeing the camel?"
And the man said,
"Sex."
Freud was of course very happy.
Whenever your theory is supported,
a new evidence that even a camel reminds a person of sex....
Then to be more clear and on more certain ground he asked,
"Do you see these books on the rack?
What do they remind you of?"
And the man said,
"Sex."
Now even Freud was a little puzzled,
and he asked,
"What do I remind you of?"
And the man said,
"Sex."
And Freud said,
"How is it possible?
The camel reminds you of sex,
the books remind you of sex,
I remind you of sex...."
The man said,
"EVERYTHING reminds me of sex!"
Everything can remind you of sex if it is too much repressed,
and everything starts taking a sexual color.
Sigmund Freud was of course very happy seeing this man.
He noted down the whole story.
He used to tell this story again and again to his students.
Once it happened,
when he was telling it to a new class of students,
one of the students who had also been in his class before said,
"But sir, you have told this story last year too."
Sigmund Freud waited for a moment and then said,
"Then you need not laugh,
but let others laugh.
If you have laughed last year, that's okay,
no need to laugh anymore.
But I have to tell this story
because it has a point."
There are people, millions of people, who are in this situation.
There are people who are reminded of food by each and everything;
they have been repressing food.
And anything,
if you repress too much, creates pathology.
For example:
if this idea settles in your mind that love always says yes and ego always says no,
then ego means no, love means yes.
They have become equivalent,
they have become synonymous.
Now there is a danger:
you will start repressing all no's just to be loving.
And so many no's repressed in your unconscious will not allow you to be really loving.
Love will remain on the surface,
it will be a facade, a pseudo face;
it will not be your original face.
So please, Chitten,
avoid the word 'absolute';
it can create difficulties for you.
Yes, there is a connection,
but the connection is not absolute.
There are moments when love can say no,
and ONLY love can say no,
and there are moments when the ego can say yes.
The ego is not innocent,
it is very cunning.
It can use yes too, when needed.
It can use yes as a stepping-stone,
it can use yes as a lubricating agent.
You cannot go on saying no to each and everything;
otherwise life will become impossible for you.
You have sometimes to say yes
-- you may not like to say it,
but you HAVE to say yes.
But you will say it in such a way that the ultimate result is no.
You will say it only as a polite gesture,
but you will not mean it;
you may mean just the opposite.
I have heard:
There was once a Sufi who found himself in a large mass of people milling about outside the palace of the king of his country.
The king had ordered that all the famous people of his realm were to be assembled and odes recited in their honor.
The court poets had been working for months to get their verses ready,
and this was the day of the great gathering of honor.
The royal guards separated the guests from the onlookers
but the Sufi began to say,
"I don't want to be praised,
I don't want to be honored,
I don't want an ode in homage to me to be recited...."
This, however, was to no avail, for the guards hustled him into the audience-chamber.
He was struggling so hard
-- others only resisted from locally conventional modesty --
that the king ordered him to be seated next to the throne.
Then the king ordered the king of poets to recite the ode in honor of this most modest man.
The poem was nowhere to be found.
They asked the sage his name,
but nobody could remember who he was, if anyone.
Finally the king asked him to say something.
He said,
"I do not want to be praised!"
"Why not?"
demanded the king.
"If you don't want to be praised you should not have come to the reception!"
"But I did not come
-- your guards picked me up in the street.
I was not invited even.
All I was doing was saying that I did not want to be praised!"
But why should you say that?
He was shouting outside the palace,
"I do not want to be praised!
I do not want to be praised!"
And he was making such a nuisance.
Why?
The ways of the ego are very cunning.
It can play the role of being humble.
It can shout from the housetops that,
"I don't want to be praised!"
It can even decline Nobel Prizes.
That's what George Bernard Shaw did.
He refused to accept the Nobel Prize on the grounds that,
"Now it is below me.
It is for young people -- they will be happy.
I have gone beyond all this praise,
it is childish for me!"
But it is an insult to the Swedish Academy and the king.
So he was pressed from all over the world,
from kings and queens and prime ministers and presidents.
Those who had never written to him,
they all wrote letters to him,
"Please accept it
-- it is insulting to the king and to the country."
For two or three days he created much noise,
and then he accepted
-- on the grounds that because so many presidents and prime ministers and kings and queens were asking him, just to make them happy, he would accept it.
Again he created a great news, front page news.
He accepted the Nobel Prize and then immediately donated it to the Fabian Society.
Later on it was found that he was the president of the society
and he was the only member!
But he kept the world for seven or eight days continuously in his grip,
and when he was asked he said,
"What is the point
-- just getting a small corner in the newspapers that a Nobel Prize has been awarded to George Bernard Shaw?
I used the opportunity as much as possible;
I exploited the opportunity as much as possible."
It was not humbleness,
it was the way of the ego.
And he knew
-- he was clever at it, at the game.
Remember:
the ego can sometimes say no,
sometimes yes,
whichever suits.
It can use no too -- it is so cunning.
And love also can say sometimes yes and sometimes no,
because if the yes is going to hurt the other....
If the child is asking to go outside and play in the sun it is one thing,
but if the child is asking to play with some electric gadget which can be dangerous
or the child wants to drink poison,
then you have to say no
-- and love will be ready to say no.
Love can say no out of love.
Ego can say yes out of its own projections.
There is no necessary connection,
so don't make it absolute, that's all.
Perhaps there is a certain connection
-- and there is --
but that 'perhaps' has never to be forgotten.
Mahavira used to look very strange to people,
because he would not start any sentence without 'perhaps'.
It looks a little odd.
I am not saying that you have to start using 'perhaps' before every sentence.
I am not saying that when you fall in love with a girl you have to say,
"Perhaps I am in love with you,
perhaps not... who knows?
Nothing is absolute, everything is relative."
I am not telling you to become an exhibition of stupidity.
But let that 'perhaps' become part of your being, let it be an undercurrent.
In fact it is so.
When you are in love it is only perhaps,
there is no need to say it,
but it IS only perhaps.
You are not even certain about your own self,
how can you be certain about your love?
You have not even loved yourself,
how can you love somebody else?
You don't know what love is
-- because love is known only at the highest peaks of consciousness.
What you call love is lust,
it is not love.
It is using the other as a means,
and to use the other as a means is the most immoral act in the world;
it is exploitation.
But the other will not allow you to exploit
if you can't create the atmosphere in which the other falls a prey and becomes a victim easily.
So you have to talk about love,
and you have to talk about love which will remain forever.
And you don't know even about tomorrow,
you don't know even about the next moment!
A lover was saying to his beloved,
"I am ready to die for you!
Just say!
I love you so much that just a hint from your side and I can commit suicide,
I can sacrifice my life.
I am going to get you
-- no power in the world can prevent me!
Even if fire showers from the skies I am going to find you!"
And so on, so forth.
And when he was departing the girl asked,
"Will you be coming tomorrow?"
He said,
"If it doesn't rain."
It is all perhaps!
One should be aware of it
-- it helps to bring sanity to you,
it helps you to be more healthy and whole.
But there is a simple truth in it:
that yes somehow is part of love and no part of ego,
but not necessarily connected.
Sometimes no can be found with yes, with love;
yes can be found with no, with ego.
Your approach to life should be that of yes, that of love;
and if no is needed at all,
it has to serve yes,
it has to serve your love.
Let the no be the servant
and yes be the master
-- that's enough!
I am not saying destroy no completely.
If you destroy your no completely,
your yes will become impotent.
Let yes be the master
and no the servant.
No as a servant is beautiful;
as a master it is ugly.
And that's what has happened:
no has become the master
and yes has been reduced to the state of a slave.
Free your yes from that slavery
and dethrone your no from its mastery,
and you will find a right synthesis of your being,
of the negative and the positive.
You will find a right harmony
between the dark side and the light side,
between day and night,
between summer and winter,
between life and death.
The third question:
Question 3
BELOVED MASTER,
I HAVE JUST ARRIVED FROM THE WEST
-- PARIS -- WHERE I HAD HEARD ABOUT YOU AND READ SOME OF YOUR BOOKS.
THEY TOUCHED ME VERY DEEPLY AND ONE QUESTION AROSE IN ME:
HOW IS YOUR SPIRITUAL DIMENSION AND THE WORK YOU DO ON A SPIRITUAL LEVEL CAPABLE OF CONDUCTING AND ENLIGHTENING THE BEHAVIOR OF A MAN INVOLVED IN ACTION ON A MATERIALISTIC LEVEL
-- FOR INSTANCE, URBANISM, STRUGGLE AGAINST HUNGER, THIRST AND ALL OTHER DISTRESSES?
Jacques Daumal,
I do not divide existence into these old dichotomies,
the materialistic plane and the spiritual plane.
There is only one reality:
matter is its visible form
and
spirit its invisible form.
Just like your body and your soul
-- your body cannot be without your soul
and your soul cannot be without your body.
In fact, the whole split of the past has been a heavy burden on the human heart
-- the split between body and soul.
It has created a schizophrenic humanity.
As I see it,
schizophrenia is not a disease that happens once in a while to a person.
The whole humanity up to now has been schizophrenic.
It is very rarely, only once in a while,
that a man like
Jesus,
or Buddha,
or Mahavira,
or Socrates,
or Pythagoras,
or Lao Tzu,
has been able to escape from this schizophrenic pattern of our living.
To divide reality into antagonistic, inimical realism is dangerous
because it is dividing man.
Man is a miniature universe;
if you divide the universe the man is divided,
if you divide the man the universe is divided.
And I believe in the undivided, organic unity of existence.
To me there is no distinction between the spiritual and the material.
You can be spiritual and function on the materialistic plane
-- and your functioning will be more joyous,
your functioning will be more aesthetic, more sensitive.
Your functioning on the materialistic plane
will not be tense,
will not be full of anguish and anxiety.
Once a man came to Buddha and asked,
"The world is in such a distress,
people are in so much misery
-- how can you manage to sit silently and so joyously?"
Buddha said,
"If somebody is suffering from fever,
has the doctor also to lie down by his side and suffer?
Has the doctor out of compassion to get the infection
and lie down by the side of the patient and be feverish?
Is that going to help the patient?
In fact, whereas there was only one person ill,
now there are two persons ill
-- the world is doubly ill!
The doctor need not be ill to help the patient;
the doctor has to be healthy to help the patient.
The healthier he is, the better;
the healthier he is,
the more help is possible through him."
I am not against working on the material plane.
Whatsoever work you are doing
-- urbanism,
struggle against hunger,
struggle for ecological balance,
struggle against poverty, exploitation, oppression,
struggle for freedom --
whatsoever your work on the material plane,
it is going to be benefited, tremendously benefited,
if you become more spiritually rooted, centered, calm, quiet, cool,
because then the whole quality of your work will be changed.
Then you will be able to think in a more cool manner,
and you will be able to act more gracefully.
Your understanding of your own inner being will be of tremendous help to help others.
I am not a spiritualist in the old sense
and I am not a materialist either in the old sense.
The Charvakas in India,
Epicurus in Greece,
Karl Marx and others, they are materialists.
They say only matter is true
and
consciousness is only an epiphenomenon, a by-product;
it has no reality of its own.
And then there are people like Shankara, Nagarjuna, who say just the same thing in a reverse manner.
They say the soul is real
and
the body is unreal, MAYA, illusion, an epiphenomenon, a by-product;
it has no reality of its own.
To me, both are half right, half wrong.
And a half-truth is far more dangerous than a whole lie
-- at least it is whole.
A whole lie has a certain beauty,
but a half-truth is ugly
-- ugly and dangerous too --
ugly because it is half.
It is like cutting a man into two parts.
Just the other day I was reading a story:
It was very hot,
and a man with his young daughter was passing by the side of a swimming pool of an intercontinental hotel.
It was so hot, the girl said,
"I would like to go in the pool and cool myself."
The father said,
"Okay, I will sit underneath the tree, and you go ahead."
But she was stopped immediately by the guard and he said,
"This pool is restricted. It is not allowed here for Jews... and you look Jewish."
The father said,
"Listen: I am Jewish.
My daughter's mother is not Jewish,
she is a Christian,
so my daughter is half Jew, half Christian.
Can you allow her to take a bath only up to the waist?"
Dividing man is dangerous,
because man is an organic unity.
But this is how down the ages it has been done,
and now it has become almost a routine thinking, a conditioning.
Daumal, you are still thinking in the old categories.
I don't belong to any school
-- the school of the materialists
or
the school of the so-called spiritualists.
My approach is total,
it is holistic.
I believe that man is both together, spiritual and material.
In fact, I have to use the words 'spiritual' and 'material'
just because they have always been used.
In fact man is psychosomatic,
not material AND spiritual,
because that 'and' creates duality.
There is no 'and' between the material and the spiritual, not even a hyphen.
Man is materialspiritual
-- I use it as one word, materialspiritual.
And both the sides....
Spiritual means the center of your being
and
the material means the circumference of your being.
The circumference cannot be there if there is no center,
and
the center cannot be there if there is no circumference.
My work here is to help your center become a clarity, a purity.
Then that purity will be reflected on the circumference too.
If your center is beautiful your circumference is bound to become beautiful,
and
if your circumference is beautiful your center is bound to be affected by that beauty.
My sannyasin is a total man,
he is a new man.
The effort is that he will be beautiful from both the sides.
There were once two mystics talking.
The first one said,
"I had a disciple once,
and in spite of all my efforts I was unable to illuminate him."
"What did you do?"
asked the other.
"I made him repeat mantras,
gaze at symbols,
dress in special garb,
jump up and down,
inhale incense,
read invocations,
and stand up in long vigils."
"Didn't he say anything which might give you a clue as to why all this was not giving him higher consciousness?"
"Nothing. He just lay down and died.
All he said was irrelevant:
'When am I going to get some FOOD?'"
Of course, to a spiritual person it is irrelevant, talking about food
-- what has that to do with spirit?
I am not that kind of a spiritual person.
I am as hedonist as Charvaka,
as materialist as Epicurus,
as spiritualist as Buddha, Mahavira.
I am the beginning of a totally new vision.
In the new commune,
just as there will be
a Buddha Auditorium,
a Mahavira Meditation Hall,
a Jesus House,
a Krishna House,
a Lao Tzu House,
there are going also to be gardens dedicated to Epicurus
-- because his school was called
"The Garden."
There are going to be lakes dedicated to Charvakas.
In the new commune the spiritualists and the materialists all have to be respected.
We are trying to create a harmony, a new synthesis.
The last question:
Question 4
BELOVED MASTER,
WHY ARE ALL THE SO-CALLED INDIAN GURUS RUSHING TO AMERICA?
Nirmal, in the very ancient scriptures there is a story.
Meditate over it.
This is the story:
that when destiny was being planned,
the archetypal representatives of various peoples
and schools were offered their choice of gifts.
The Japanese asked to be given the Zen koan
so that people would always be attached to the power of perplexity.
The Hindu guru asked for the mantram and the assertion that everything was derived from his philosophy.
Then an American-to-be was asked for his choice.
Since he was to be one of the last peoples to emerge,
most of the more attractive things had been handed out.
But he was not long in asking:
"Give me the dollar
-- then they all will come to me, sooner or later!"
Enough for today.
Continue to The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 3 chapter 3 ‘Be a buddha!’…
from osho talks
The Dhammapada: The Way of the Buddha, Vol 3
Talks given from 11/08/79 am to 21/08/79 am
English Discourse series
chapter 2 : A watcher on the hills
13 August 1979 am in Buddha Hall
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about subtle body and chakra
yoga : the alpha and the omega, vol 9 ch1
osho transformation tarot “communion”
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In this blog, I also shared osho discourse of
the Tao's 'The secret of the Golden Flower
黄金の華の秘密（太乙金華宗旨）'
and 'The Tao Te Ching 道徳経' by Lao Tzu 老子.
These two show you the way to the enlightenment.
If you are interested
please take a look and enjoy!
The secret of the Golden Flower
黄金の華の秘密（太乙金華宗旨）
The Tao Te Ching
道徳経 by Lao Tzu 老子
beloved osho
beloved gautam buddha
beloved all enlightened masters
beloved all
”The last word of Buddha was, sammasati.
Remember that you are a buddha – sammasati.”
sammasati
It means right remembrance.
meditation & love
osho samadhi समाधिः
